Update!!! woot..woootttt

This is the 123456789 times I've been trying to upload this and if this doesn't come out later then so be it. I'm so fed up with my laptop. I think it's time to reformat. It's so critical right now..argh annoyying.

I've been busy with family and wedding stuff so let's start with the update. 

My niece, hani just turn two last sunday =) She was very happy that day and wasn't being congek at all. This time around, I can really see a big change in her. She is more cheerful and I even can carry her around. But of course I need to bribe her before that. 

Look how happy she is and the best thing is she doesn't poke her cake like other kids do!

Posing with their grandmother

Erika looks like a unicorn by the end of the day

Today I woke up with a bad tummy ache and it drives me nuts and I wasn't the only one having it, my dad too. After settling my shit business, I went out with my parents to buy table lamp and ceiling lamp for my room. It's really gorgous. I'll post it in my other blog when I rajin. Blogspot is being annoying at the moment so I guess updating one blog is enough for tonight. Then, we went to kedai chuan to look for my locket =) It's actually my ehem ehem present =)))))) I'm so happy that I got what I wanted eventhough daddy changed his mind about buying it after he bought my bedroom set. There's no words to describe my happiness right now.


ps: If you think I'm spoil and wasting my parents money, then SCREW YOU cause my life has nothing to do with yours so BACK OFF!

This is how she looks like from school

ehem ehem present =)

My beautiful nieces

I was sad to say good bye to ze bf for about an hour and then I forget about it when I see this face. This is my niece, erika and I can't believe how big she is now. She was being a sport the whole time in kl. She walked non stop in mid valley without complaining but when we got back, she said "kaki kmk lelah jalan". 



Shopping haul from sephora, victoria secret and chanel =)

 


I was surprised when I saw this knocking on my door yesterday. She can walk and talk now and I was in awe. I missed so much while I'm gone! I was told that she lovesssss jewelery. She's only gonna be two next month but she already knows about necklace and bracelet. She was scared of me at first but after I gave her two of my bracelet, she can hug, kiss and do whatever I ask her to do. I guess it all runs in the family.

 

Then, we had a pre-kong xi fa cai fashion show at home.



Cheongsam that I bought months ago..glad that it fits well




Wedding Anniversary gift!

Dad is taking a short cut and asked me to think of a gift for mommy for their wedding anniversary. He was thinking a stove since we need a new one cause it was broken and I said NO WAY! For once, I want him to be romantic and thoughtful and I am trying to push him outside his boundary.

First is he agreed to give her flowers as the romantic gesture. But he has no idea that I'm gonna force him to write notes to it.

Second is I've picked three things that I know my mom would love but I don't know whether daddy is going to spend that much money since he is noted for being kedekut. But thank to his kedekut-ness we survived til today.

We'll see which one did he picked out of three or he might just go with the stove..urgh!

my heart breaks whenever i miss you

I wish i can talk to you at times like this =( But whatever it is, i will promise you that i will make both of you, mummy and daddy proud. Sometimes i wish i can pour my heart out to you. When daddy being pushy and mummy being...well mummy, i wish i can just go to miri and talk to you in the kitchen like the old times. omg..i'm crying while typing this out but i really miss you aunt. i really do. You did not say good bye when you left. i could not forgive myself until today for not remembering the last time i see you. Was it when i went to brunei with the whole family and i slept in your new house for the first time, or was it when you came to kch and we hugged so tightly at the tv area. OMG i miss you aunt! YOU ARE THE ONLY AUNT WHO I WOULD HUG LIKE THAT.

it's been almost a year since you're gone but i still cry whenever i miss you.

i miss you aunt. i wish you know how much i love you this whole time and thank you for letting me know such a wonderful person like you. You have shaped me to be more grounded and always enjoy and have fun in whatever i do. With this i would like to add another clip for you.

i'm overwhelmed with gratitude, my baby i'm so thankful i found you

-mariah carey-

i'm 23 today!

i got HEAPSSSSSSS of birthday wishes on my facebook wall today. i really mean HEAPSSS.

It was such a longggggg day and now i'm worn out. It all started with my class from 9am till 1pm and then continue with my capstone design meeting that last til 3.30pm. There was a long story behind the meeting but i'm too tired to spill it out. All i can say is i exploded and it felt GOOD. As soon as i got back, i was rushing doing the presentation for tomorrow but at 4.40pm ze bf called, saying that he's on his way. I got panicked coz i thought i have til 6pm before we meet up SOOooooo he waited for 1 damn hour and i felt bad all the way. If you ask me what do i think of being 23? my answer will be.......I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MARRIED BY THE END OF THIS YEAR...hahaha

To friends: Thank you for all the wishes and i appreciate each and everyone of you, it made my day =)

To family: Not even one of them remember my birthday, but i'm pretty immune to it. (daddy called and i thought he's going to sing for me but the first thing he said was "what colour do you want for your door?")

To ze bf: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SURPRISES YOU GAVE ME TODAY. I LOVE THE FLOWERS, CARD AND THE PRESENT! Plus thank you for being so understanding bf. I love u so much and i can't wait to be your wife!

A song that speaks true to my heart

Sara Bareilles - King of Anything

Keep drinkin' coffee

Stare me down across the table

While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able

But I just keep quiet

And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em

But I never asked

So let me thank you for time

And try to not waste any more of mine

Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe

But I'm not drowning

There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent

You swear you know best

But you expect me to

Jump up on board with you

Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost

With no direction oh

But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps

With my name on them in all caps

You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

All my life

I've tried

To make everybody happy while I

Just hurt

And hide

Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn

To decide

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe



i feel like a rockstar!

My life is so packed right now and i feel sooOOooo bad for delaying my project. Mira, i'm very sorryyy but i will work my ass off and get it done ASAP! promise!

The bf picked me up around 1pm and all of us (the in laws + bf +I) went to watch Malaysian Philharmonic Orchestra at KLCC and this is the first time i watch a real orchestra playing right in front of me and all i have to say is it was BEAUTIFUL.

Then, the bf+siblings and I went back home to perform asar prayer and then we went out again to Indah parade to shop for gundam.

The in laws has been busy buying stuff for the house and fixing the lights and what not, and honestly, i'm begining to like the house. I used to be afraid of going there because the place is quite dodgy but after we've cleared and cleaned the whole place, it was actually ain't that bad after all. Now i'm starting to imagine painting the house and making it more presentable =)

On my previous post about me not going back was not true after all...haha..in fact, i'm coming back at the end of the week! Ira called this morning and told me that she's coming back in 10 days so i booked my ticket straight away =) i can't wait to see her!

Next up:
tomorrow: auto show at pwtc, ice skating in sunway and maybe midvalley after that.
monday: fashion show =) i can't wait to see hana tajima's collection!

I'll be missing you

I broke into tears while listening to this


Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you


On that morning
When this life is over
I know
I'll see your face


Cant wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again...

Nek&Aunt...i miss u ;(