MY DREAM CAME TRUE

ALHAMDULILLAH..SYUKUR...

Words that can only describe my feelings right now. How I wish I can pray now! My result came out and I am soOOOooo happy with it. All my hard work paid off and all my dreams came true. I can only thank Allah because without his guidance, I wouldn't be where I am today.


It such a good feeling and the best thing is it happen right after I had this talk with my brother. It's nice to see how we have this thing is common. I feel like this thing runs in the family and I am grateful for that. This passion and this thing just a mixture of both my parents trait and it grows in us and I wish to pass down the genetic to my future children. You must be wondering now what on earth am I talking about. I can't really say it here except for it's something to do with dreaming BIG and I love the whole idea. I'm gonna try to help my brother to achieve it.

Anyway, I just had a family meeting on my wedding. Details will be in my other blog so you can read it from there.

MasyaAllah
Subhanallah
Alhamdulillah

Thank you Allah

You must be open minded to read this post! and try not to puke..hahaha

Alhamdulillah..the presentation went well. I woke up with a bad tummy ache and I couldn't sit or stand up straight because i feel like i'm stretching all the things inside my body. So i have to curl like a ball when i sit or sleep. Other than that, i'm alright.

Let me share you the success of my presentation. EVERYTIME I have presentation or exam, i have to poop a.k.a berak to release all the anxiety and nervous system I have in me and after that I will feel a sudden RELIEVE~~ seriously. When I told my dad, he wasn't surprise because one of my family members does the same thing too. Clue: syurga di bawah tapak kaki ___________.

So when I have this sickness, of course my biggest nightmare would be poop. But half an hour before my presentation, I couldn't keep still. I keep on nudging and moving around up to the point where I feel like vomiting. So I went to the toilet and there was no action. Relieve but it doesn't help much with the nervous system. So I try and try and try and suddenly "the action" starts. I was anticipated to see whether it's going to be in solid form since I have been peeing through the same place for the past few days. When it landed, I have never been happier. It was in a semi solid form!!!!

As soon as I stepped out of the toilet, I was literally excited to present. I keep on watching the time to see when is it going to be my turn and the best part was the presentation went well eventhough there was many technical problem during my presentation but I wasn't panic and everything was smooth sailing. The QnA session was alright.

Then I went to my department to see the date for my exam papers and I found out that I am going to finish on the 5th May meaning that I can go brunei and be there on my grandma's birthday. That mean so much to me because I haven't seen her for so long. The best thing is the bf is coming along to and I told daddy about it and he thinks that it is a good idea. =))


Another highlight of my life today is I got 52 out of 60% for my traffic safety and management class. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw my carry mark. The last time I got 50+ is my english class so this is a plus plus.


I wish I can go out and celebrate with the bf but he is working in kerteh. I wish i can go out with my friend but my tummy is not stable so I can't be out for so long or eat anything than plain rice and vege.


Oh..one more thing..i lost 3.2kg in 4 days due to my sickness so now I am 51.6kg! That's a good news for me =))


Off to do the correction for my thesis

Adioss...

Always give and expect nothing in return

I have been following the news on the earthquake in japan from al-jazeera in youtube.

I have never seen anything like that before and suddenly i come to realise the importance of  my FYP. Not only for my grade but also the society. I am doing a flash flood modelling using remote sensing and I will come out with the risk area that is prone to flash flood and this is important in disaster events like this. My senior did on landslide and i think there was one on earthquake.

Many people might not understand why i took this project in the first place and i thought i just wanted something challenging and outside from my norm so i took it. But now i know that it is way bigger than that.

The same thing for my policy class. Most people think that it's ridiculous and it's just an easy subject to score A and i have to admit it that that was my intention. But the truth is that subject taught me more than any other subject on how to be a successful human being.