wedding bells

SoOOoooo many people are getting married in this year including me=). So far there are FIVE weddings in my family. 2 in brunei and 3 in kch n the funny thing is all the couples in kuching are getting married in NOVEMBER! my cousinS's wedding are gonna be on 11.11.11. Me on the other hand is going to be *drum rollsss* will be confirmed when my official wedding card has been ordered. hahhahahahah

sabar aaa..

Wedding door gift

i attend a wedding today and the door gift are(more than 1 bebeh)  sooooooo adorable. As promised to the bf, here are the pics..

First door gift

This is what in the box

tadaaaa....gula batu

serious sik nyaman gula batu tok

cute nakkkkkkkkk??????? i want this for my wedding!

tgh mkn gula batu durian

Can't wait to start shopping for the wedding =)

My colour theme

After looking at hundreds of photos and videos, i have made my mind on the colour for my room. I want it to be grey and blue. Well mom wanted purple+pink (which i think is soooo common) and green+yellow(i'm not digging colour) but i love the combination of grey and baby blue. It's so BEAUTIFUL. Some of you might say boring but SCREW you coz it's my room. Like what ID Rebecca Robeson says, LIVE YOUR STYLE. Ok let me show you my dream room

At the moment, i loving soft grey, baby blue and off white. I just realised  how much i hate purple, lilac, ivory and so on. It makes me puke (no offence to others who like this colour). No way my room is gonna look like that. I hate that colour! PERIOD! Maybe for my kids, i'll be ok but not for me!

PD replied my email!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!!PD aka Vivy replied my email! if u don't know who she is then u must be living in a cave. SERIOUSLY. i read her blog EVERYTIME I GO ONLINE. ok..i sound like a loser here but that's the truth.

Anyway, i was thinking of sending an email to her a few days ago but i didn't have the guts to do so coz she's so famous and busy so why would she want to reply to my email yang x penting pun kan. but she did =)) ok now i sound like a 12 years old kid who is crazy on justin bieber. which one is better? loser or bieber??

the email was about toot's sister wedding. Her make up was flawless and i want to know who does the make up. i wanna post a pic of her but i guess i'll have to ask PD for permission..

stay tune..

The night before the date.....

Lunch with ze bf tomorrow =) can't wait!! i'm actually searching for ideas on what to wear tomorrow and i found several awesome blogs. If you're covered and still want to be fashionable, go and check out this sites. It's gonna be awesome! Trust me =)

MuslimStreetFashion
hijabrevival
modestytheory

Now i am so in love with zara!! No kidding! How i wish it would be less expensive =( Oh btw i am so in love with this indonesian designer Irna la Perle. Seriously the designs are sooooOOOOooooo ME! I wish to wear this on my wedding day!

It's flowy yet very structured. This dress really defines who i am =)

I love the colour and for the fact that it's not body hugging!

What do u think b?

okay2...ada juak i nyelit on wedding stuff. bah2..i'm done for now..

toodles~~

Happy New Year everyone!

currently listening to kings of anything by sara bareilles and miss ze bf like heaps. speaking of which, i should sign in ym. sorry b..

Alhamdullilah, i haven't skipped any of my classes so far despite of i only have 1 or 2 hours of class a day. I've been spending a lot of money on my essentials and healthy food..argh..why am i so expensive! i don't know whether i'm gonna afford it when i work later on. Anywhoosss....ze bf is in singapore for work and i'm gonna spend another weekend without him..boohoo! I miss dating like HEAPS!


I've been updating my life with ira and cheryl although we're far apart. It's nice to know that i am surrounded with love no matter where i am =)

Happy New Year to everyone and i wanna write my resolutions here so next yr on 31st december 2010, i'll be checking whether i've crossed all of them or not.

1. First is to be a practicing muslim.
2. Get a degree with the result that  i want. InsyaAllah!
3. Get a job and experience all the wonderful thing of civil engineering world.
4. Starting to give some dough to my parents! (i am excited about this)
5. Next on the list is be married to Mr. Saifuliwan Ezzedin.
6. So of course, i hope i can carry all the duty as a wife to ze husband.

I guess that's enough for this year...i'll come back again and we'll see how many i would cross from this list. I hope everything will be crossed. InsyaAllah...

A song that speaks true to my heart

Sara Bareilles - King of Anything

Keep drinkin' coffee

Stare me down across the table

While I look outside

So many things I'd say if only I were able

But I just keep quiet

And count the cars that pass by

You've got opinions, man
We're all entitled to 'em

But I never asked

So let me thank you for time

And try to not waste any more of mine

Get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe

But I'm not drowning

There's no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

You sound so innocent
All full of good intent

You swear you know best

But you expect me to

Jump up on board with you

Ride off into your dellusional sunset

I'm not the one who's lost

With no direction oh

But you won't ever see

You're so busy makin' maps

With my name on them in all caps

You got the talkin' down just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree
You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

All my life

I've tried

To make everybody happy while I

Just hurt

And hide

Waitin' for someone to tell me it's my turn

To decide

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

Who cares if you disagree

You are not me

Who made you king of anything

So you dare tell me who to be

Who died

And made you king of anything

Let me hold your crown, babe



Friends that made my day =)

It's been tiring this few days but nevertheless i had so much fun. This holiday is one of the best holiday i had, spending time with good friends and being silly is just wonderful. I had a second breakdown on the wedding about two nights ago, it's actually more like tears of relieved but i still cried my hearts out like there's no tomorrow.

So the update for the wedding for now are:
My room will be decided entirely by my mom (but i'll tell her what i want and don't want in my room)
The venue of the akad nikah depends on their preferences.

The reason i did that is because i am not going to be in kch the whole time and it is very expensive if i want to commute between kch and kl regularly so i think it will make everyone's life easy if they do it however way they want to. At least it would be less arguements and breakdown. (i hope) If you think that i'd be sad because what if my room turn into a disaster, you don't have to fret much because i am more looking forward to decorate my own house. In fact, i already found a nice ceiling lamp at tun jugah and i am going to buy it tomorrow for my future home. I know it's a bit too early but i'll start buying bit by bit so that i won't feel the burden to buy a lot of stuff later on.

nice kannn

It is pretty cheap and there was actually one more that is nice but the bf wants me to buy only one. I can be a bit greedy sometimes. Thank god i have the fiance to remind me to not being one.

And now...let the pic describe  how the rest of my day has been so far =)

celebrate mira's birthday =)
(less than 3 bebeh)

she received a lot of pressie that day..hahah..it's the thought that count bah...( self defense mode=P )



i heart books babe and this is such a STEALLLLLLL!



meet my bestfriend, ms star..kidding =P

ms cheryl =)

Trying to be twin but FAILED!

still fail!

playing dress up

There's more but it's in ira's  and jamie's camera..i'll update again tomorrow yea. Tonight's plan would be having  beef satay at koperkasa with none other than ira =)

i hate making decisions

i just had the first break down a couple of minutes ago. It was over the colour of my pelamin coz i ain't got any clue what colour do i want for my wedding. Thank god the bf was there to keep me sane and at the end of my break down, i felt kinda dumb because my wedding dress has nothing to do with the colour of my room since i'm gonna wear a gown instead of the traditional attire. pfft

tomorrow, i'm going out on my own to do some research...


nite2 folks..

wedding preparation- episode 1

It's not going be fine..EVERYTHING'S going to be fine. i keep on chanting those words since forever. this post is going to be rojak because that is how the state of my mind is at the moment. saya sangat pening dan risau dan nervous dan rasa ingin menghentak kepala ke dinding. omg! i knew all along that it's going to be a lot of work and things that i need to take care of but i never thought that everything needs my attention at one time. Byk benda saya perlu fikir dan bapa saya ingin jawapan secara cepat kalau dapat. (my dad wants the answer ASAP!) okay my BM SUCKS..screw you!

Here are the things that needs my attention:

1. Pintu
2. Bed+dressing table+side tables
3. Work station for my room (table+chair)
4. Reading corner (standing lamp and nice single seated sofa)
5. Mirror
7. Wedding dress
8. Invitation cards

As you can see, my top priority is ze DOOR instead of my wedding dress. I know it's weird and i can say that i haven't seen any bride to care about their door more than their wedding dress but that is what i have to do because the high minister wants to know what type of door do i want if i'm going to change it. So today, i'll be going to the hardware store to find the perfect door for my room.

Anyone wants to be my driver? just give me a call aite..

I've been in kuching for about a week already and i'm already feeling like i'm living in a bubble. There are so many things that i am not puas hati about and below are some of them.

I am SO FRUSTRATED with the shops in kuching! i have so many great ideas on what type of bed and side tables that i want but NOTHING came anywhere close. Everything is so typical and the same! It's like they came from the same factory but only have different names. I mean what's up with SWAROVSKI(i don't even care if i spell it wrongly!) people! Are you guys trying to be hugh heffner?? When i went to lorenzo, my jaw DROPPED when i look at those hidious beds. It looked cheap and FUGLY..period! please pray that i'll find a shop that won't sell those stereotypical stuff.*finger crossed*

I HATE DRIVING IN KUCHING! period!

Why men don't understand women

It sucks that the opposite sex always assume that the planning part depends entirely on us, women and when we get to the part where we want everything to be completely PERFECT, they will start thinking that we have become a twisted queen control madam and wish we can be simple minded n just go with the flow.

FYI it takes hell a lot of time and energy to plan on an event, what else to say the big day. So yes, we want it to be as perfect as possible so that it's worth all the time, energy and not forgetting money wasted. And yes we do look on the details and if something insignificant like pls fill in the blanks guys means that the world is going to end  real soon and i will sulk for maybe 10 mins? Tell me what's wrong with that. If you want us to be more sane and less uptight, why don't you try to switch places with us for a day. Go on decide on the theme, colour, arrangement and what not but this does not mean that you get to choose whatever that you have in your plate. Instead try to make it meaningful and memorable. HELL-O you wouldn't want to treat the big day like any other day right?? If your answer is yes then you can go to hell because you don't worth to be anyone's husband  in other words, good luck with finding a women to be your wife.

ps: this post has nothing to do with my future to be husband and me. He helped me a lot in the preparations. It's just a reminder for all the dudes who just don't give a damn to the wedding but still wants to get married. pfft!

i love you so so much syg!

I've been doing A LOT of research on my new bedroom and FINALLY i have found the concept and features that i love the most plus the best part is the high ministers did not complain much about it. Alhamdulillah. All i have to do now is to go out and look for the stuff that I need for my new room =) i hope they do have it in kuching. InsyaAllah..