Toast to all my friends =)

The bf has been complaining that i don't blog much now. Well i thought when you're in Malaysia, you're not gonna read my blog. But then again this blog is for the future me, 5 years from now so technically i need to put all the important events of my life but all i do in this blog is ranting on my life when no one else would listen...haih..

So what have i been doing lately??? Spending time with my friends. I've put all my work behind and i just go out for 5 days without doing or even thinking about my work. I got so scared when i went to my class on monday and I just could not concentrate. While other people are doing their work, all i wanna do was go back and sleep. I don't even care about my FYP which is not even funny. but now i do. My drive is back and it's 3.13am and i'm still up. Despite of my class tomorrow will be from 8am-10.30pm with 2 hours break only.

So this is what i have been doing lately..not in chronological order..malas mok pk

I thing this has got to be the longest post i've done so far. As you can see there are so many things happening in my life since last thursday til now (tuesday). Now i'm going back to my old life -__-


Even after all this years, i can't believe we can still hang out like how we used to be. It doesn't matter where you are, i cherish our friendship truly and deeply (tiru lagu salvage garden).

Good night everyone

sometimes people just don't understand on how much you want to be left alone

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Alhamdulillah..the test was ok2. Right after the test ended, everything became chaotic. Everyone is asking everything and i am one of them. The question was short and simple but it was difficult to choose the method. Well i chose mine and i believe in my answer. If it's wrong, then i'll learn from it. Even if i lose 12% from there but at least i won't make the mistake when i work later on, right?

Last night i attended one of the best lecture. I am grateful to be having the opportunity to meet up so many wonderful people. I have to thank them for shaping who i am today. This year has got to be one of the best years in my life in terms of exploring myself. I thought i knew myself up until now. I have changed the way i perceive on things.

Moving on...

i miss you and i can't wait for you to get back. I honestly don't feel like going out during the weekend whenever you're not here. It's just tiring you know with getting ready and most of the times, i just grab anything to go out. It's pointless to look good when you're not around.

I can't thank you enough for being understanding. I was actually scared that you would throw a tantrum on me when i said i want to think about my career first before you but you didn't. Thank you syg. No matter what and where my job is, we'll find a way to work it out k. My career is just about to take off and I really hope we can be happy no matter where we are.

I honestly still have doubts on your level of understanding but time will tell..

Lunch with Prof and Ir =)

Call me crazy but it's 4.20am and i'm still up. My insomnia has been going on for 12 days now. This is BAD! anyway..today i had lunch with the invited speaker, IR. manogaran and it was GOOD.

This is what i learn today:
1. Students nowadays are PAMPERED!
2. Opportunities are everywhere and it's really up to you on what you want to do with it.
3. Informations are at your finger tips now so go out and search for it.
4. Live to learn and success will come along the way. In other words, money will be knocking at your door. Not the other way round.

Last but not least...
Always push yourself to give the very best in everything you do.

Alhamdulillah

It's been a few days since we have a descent conversation and i'm sooooo sorry syg. I've been super busy and stress lately. Thank you for being understanding and very supportive. If org lain mmg lamak "dah lama kne sepak"..in other words "sepak palak ko". It's amazing how positive and happy i can be after the massage. I sleep better now eventhough i still have trouble with sleeping but when i finally zzZZzzzz, i don't wake up every hour or my leg x da penyakit baby parkinson agik.

Alhamdullilah today has been great so far. I woke up late today (5 solid hours of sleep =)) and i went to class 45 mins late. ok that is not the great part! but this is, eventhough i'm late i still can catch up with the lecture and i was very attentive. It's amazing how much concentration i have in the class. I did not yawn or day dreaming AT ALL and that is AMAZING.

Tonight, i had a meeting with my collegues(policy class) and it went great. Everyone was so into it and i have to say that this has got to be one of the best discussions i had as a student here. There was a lot of laughter and the best thing is we achived the goals that we wanted to do. meaning to say bukan borak kosong.

you must be wondering why i byk cakap lepeh in this post. Well it's simply because i want to strip off the racism in myself. Let's start embracing the differences that we have around us. If you really think about it, that's what makes life interesting. If everyone acts the same way, eat the same thing, speak the same language then we would be like robots and that is going be bleargh don't you think?

So i suggest all of you to change your mindset and start embracing your surroundings. It will make your life less stressful! If all else fail, then go to a massage parlour so that you can get a happy pill just like me.

smiles everyone...

Massage parlour review

I went to a massage parlour for the first time and the only thing i can say is....IT'S WORTH EVERY CENT! I went to the first floor at Alamanda near the parkson entrance.The place was descent looking, nothing like HAMMAM but still it's okay looking. I went there with the X______X  face and i was just about to collapse when i arrive on their door step. After changing into the sarong given (i had some difficulty in tying this) a 30smth woman starts working on my neck. The first thing she said was "wahhh keras nyeee", i guess she was trying to say tense in BM..hahah..then she said some other things but i don't have the energy to listen.

Then i start feeling uneasy coz she massaged my body using the towel without using any oil. So i asked the lady to put some oil on my body. Only THEN i realised that she was actually someone from China! She start  shingshongshingshong and the only thing i can understand is "ni jiang se mek?" (with a THICK china accent). So i just point to the bottles of oil on the table. Then she start saying something else and all i can do is forge a smile and say "se se"(yes although i have no idea what she's crapping about) and finally she drew a number on the bed meaning that i need to add some more if i wanna use oil so i just nodded coz i really don't care at that point. So she continued on massaging my back, hips, hand, thigh and etc....i felt like i'm in my dreamland. I kinda wished the session will never end. (80 minutes)

There was a lot of noise coming from the kids outside (don't bring your kids to the parlour!) but i just couldn't be bothered. Yes i did mumble some mean things on them but rhe lady knows where the right spot to ease my tension. All in all it was good and i can't wait for the next session.


I am eyeing for the deals online! The price is half than what i spend today and it's going to be for 2 bloody hours! i am not gonna miss that chance!


Thank you syg for supporting me no matter where you are!!!!

maysaa scarf has finally arrived!

 I've promised the bf that i'll post the pic of me wearing maysaa scarf. So here you are..

Excuse my oily face

Side way

Another style that you can wear it but i think i can't pull it off..pfft

Ze bf has just left for Qatar. He's just going to be there for 2 days and hopefully in the weekend we can date. insyaAllah..

toodles

The night before the date.....

Lunch with ze bf tomorrow =) can't wait!! i'm actually searching for ideas on what to wear tomorrow and i found several awesome blogs. If you're covered and still want to be fashionable, go and check out this sites. It's gonna be awesome! Trust me =)

MuslimStreetFashion
hijabrevival
modestytheory

Now i am so in love with zara!! No kidding! How i wish it would be less expensive =( Oh btw i am so in love with this indonesian designer Irna la Perle. Seriously the designs are sooooOOOOooooo ME! I wish to wear this on my wedding day!

It's flowy yet very structured. This dress really defines who i am =)

I love the colour and for the fact that it's not body hugging!

What do u think b?

okay2...ada juak i nyelit on wedding stuff. bah2..i'm done for now..

toodles~~

good morning everyone!

i just finished zumba and i feel good =) Perhaps a new routine since i don't sweat as much as before. I'm thinking of hitting the gym or jog for a change, maybe later in the afternoon or tomorrow morning. MAYBE...

off to shower and go to dr. Hussain's class.

uber hyped!

Happy New Year everyone!

currently listening to kings of anything by sara bareilles and miss ze bf like heaps. speaking of which, i should sign in ym. sorry b..

Alhamdullilah, i haven't skipped any of my classes so far despite of i only have 1 or 2 hours of class a day. I've been spending a lot of money on my essentials and healthy food..argh..why am i so expensive! i don't know whether i'm gonna afford it when i work later on. Anywhoosss....ze bf is in singapore for work and i'm gonna spend another weekend without him..boohoo! I miss dating like HEAPS!


I've been updating my life with ira and cheryl although we're far apart. It's nice to know that i am surrounded with love no matter where i am =)

Happy New Year to everyone and i wanna write my resolutions here so next yr on 31st december 2010, i'll be checking whether i've crossed all of them or not.

1. First is to be a practicing muslim.
2. Get a degree with the result that  i want. InsyaAllah!
3. Get a job and experience all the wonderful thing of civil engineering world.
4. Starting to give some dough to my parents! (i am excited about this)
5. Next on the list is be married to Mr. Saifuliwan Ezzedin.
6. So of course, i hope i can carry all the duty as a wife to ze husband.

I guess that's enough for this year...i'll come back again and we'll see how many i would cross from this list. I hope everything will be crossed. InsyaAllah...

Friends that made my day =)

It's been tiring this few days but nevertheless i had so much fun. This holiday is one of the best holiday i had, spending time with good friends and being silly is just wonderful. I had a second breakdown on the wedding about two nights ago, it's actually more like tears of relieved but i still cried my hearts out like there's no tomorrow.

So the update for the wedding for now are:
My room will be decided entirely by my mom (but i'll tell her what i want and don't want in my room)
The venue of the akad nikah depends on their preferences.

The reason i did that is because i am not going to be in kch the whole time and it is very expensive if i want to commute between kch and kl regularly so i think it will make everyone's life easy if they do it however way they want to. At least it would be less arguements and breakdown. (i hope) If you think that i'd be sad because what if my room turn into a disaster, you don't have to fret much because i am more looking forward to decorate my own house. In fact, i already found a nice ceiling lamp at tun jugah and i am going to buy it tomorrow for my future home. I know it's a bit too early but i'll start buying bit by bit so that i won't feel the burden to buy a lot of stuff later on.

nice kannn

It is pretty cheap and there was actually one more that is nice but the bf wants me to buy only one. I can be a bit greedy sometimes. Thank god i have the fiance to remind me to not being one.

And now...let the pic describe  how the rest of my day has been so far =)

celebrate mira's birthday =)
(less than 3 bebeh)

she received a lot of pressie that day..hahah..it's the thought that count bah...( self defense mode=P )



i heart books babe and this is such a STEALLLLLLL!



meet my bestfriend, ms star..kidding =P

ms cheryl =)

Trying to be twin but FAILED!

still fail!

playing dress up

There's more but it's in ira's  and jamie's camera..i'll update again tomorrow yea. Tonight's plan would be having  beef satay at koperkasa with none other than ira =)