wedding blog announcement!

i have a new blog and it is all about my wedding preparations. i know some of you are more interested to read on that so i will just make ur life easier and u can read on the details over there. Here is the link

http://iamabridetobe.wordpress.com/



The layout is still bleargh and i'm still learning on how to use wordpress properly so at the moment my wedding blog looks like it's having a prison layout and i seriously hate it. i know i know..this blog's layout pun sgt outdated...but at least it doesn't have the monotone grey colour...

anyway..in TWO HOURS time, i'll be sitting for my LAST PAPER for my degree and soon i will start to menanam anggur in other words menganggur (yea..yea..it's lame..watever!) i can't wait to bore you with my summary of university life in my next post.. mind u four years is a LONG TIME...

Update on other stuff:

• pavement engineering final paper sucks. period. mistakeeee sik g toilet before test. irony gila with my previous post.
• my late uncle passed away the day before my final =( i know he is in a better place now and i know he suffered when my late aunt passed away last year (the day before my final as well!) al-fatihah
• i made such a loud entrance during policy development exam. (came 10 minutes late- have the wrong sit number-phone rang in the middle of the test (my ringing tone is avenge sevenfold so i got a lot of stares)
• i'll be leaving to brunei tomorrow for granny's birthday and also mother's day. I can't wait to meet everyone. Plus i'll be introducing the fiance officially to my family in brunei this time =)
• Wedding shopping starts this weekend when i'm in brunei =) so you can read on that in my other blog (yarabi rasa pemes aku ada 2 blog..pfft)

Long overdue post

I haven't been updating the blogs for yonk. I haven't seen my bf in weeks. I haven't wore my heels til yesterday which is the presentation of capstone project. I haven't been doing anything else other than work. I can finally say that I have no entertainment life. The closest entertainment that I can get is by reading PD or kandee's blog or trying to make a french braid to mira's hair which i fail miserably no matter how much i try. It looks more like tambi braid then french braid. How sad is that?

It's funny how I always rant in my blog about work and life but the irony is I am perfectly calm now eventhough i  never face this much of work load in my WHOLE entire life. I do break down once in awhile but it's just a mere second and then i'll bounce back and put my game face on $_$. hahaahah

Alhamdulillah, two project is done and now i'm typing the last part of my thesis and hopefully i can submit it in 4 hours to my supervisor for checking before i hand it to my examiner.


Highlights of my life for the next 2 weeks:
Submit thesis draft (monday)
Presentation (Thursday)
Submit policy indvidual report (byk gilerrrr ok! on next2 monday)
Thesis ammendment after presentation

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FINAL EXAM!

To syg:

I MISS U LIKE KRAZY U KNOW! I can't wait for our next date! Sebulan dah sik dating eventhough we're both in kl. i miss miss miss miss miss u!!! oh one more thing..you were super cute when you bribe me with food in order to see me eventhough jumpa sekejap jak. I really appreciate everything that you've done!

I AM A SUPER WOMAN!

*blow dust*

That is the first thing i'll do if this blog is a book. I have been MIA for so long and it's not because my life is perfect and i have nothing to rant about. That is actually far from the truth! In fact I just encountered one during the class but i'm not going to write it here cause i've done that in my reaction paper(assignment for policy class and i have to do 14 reaction papers!)


Life has been stresshecticcrazyandfullofsubmissionDEADline(ifu'restillreadingthis,ican'tbelieveu'rethatbored!) The only thing that i look forward to everyday is singing from the youtube. Seriously u guys should try it or mmg u slalu pun tp malu mok ngakuk. Everytime i'm stress with FYP,work,people..i'll just sing! Fav song at the moment is unwritten-natasha beddingfield, according to you-orianthi and FIREWORKS!!!-kathy perry(betul ka spell tok?)


Next week is my LAST OFFICIAL week for this semester...sob..sob..NOT! I'm just praying hard that i can get all my 3 projects done on time! No kidding!


Off to kick ass in work~

This is what i call life

-FYP-
I was supposed to do my FYP but i couldn't figure it out where to start after having a one week time out. Only when the clock hits 2am, i found something that i can work with. better late than never right?

-love life-
anyway, the bf is in thai AGAIN. but this time it's not going to be so long. Hopefully we can meet up on sunday or next weekend.another thing is i can't seem to find the right time to go back. i have heaps of work+fun time(to keep me sane) and that me not want to go home and think about the wedding stuff. moving on...


-wedding stuff-
wedding dress: i know what design i want but i'm not sure whether it exists

things that i need to settle IF i go back:
1. bedroom set
2. curtain for my room
3. invitation cards ( how many guest i'm gonna have)
4. wedding dress + photographer
5. meet up with Eka and ask her how to do BQ for my capstone design project (the only thing i'm looking forward to at the moment)

all that in 3 days. now you know why i don't want to go home


-work loads-
capstone : BQ, construction method and architectural drawing
policy: all the 9 components( group assignment, individual report, reaction paper, etc)
highway: assignment given
fyp: ammendments for chapter 1-3 and learn how to use arcGIS for analysis


-friends-
meet up with different group of friends and make sure no one gets left behind

random thoughts

• People have high expectation on me and that can be both flattering and overwhelming.
• I don't know what i'm gonna be in the next 5 years.
• I don't know how am i going to succeed both in career and marriage all at the same time.
• $$$ is always running low.
• Car is making a lot of weird noise everytime i deaccelerate at a high speed.
• FYP feels like a neverending work.
• Capstone design is trying to break my soul
• Be excited of the new environment

My mood swing is like a rollercoaster.

sometimes people just don't understand on how much you want to be left alone

Assalamualaikum wbt..

Alhamdulillah..the test was ok2. Right after the test ended, everything became chaotic. Everyone is asking everything and i am one of them. The question was short and simple but it was difficult to choose the method. Well i chose mine and i believe in my answer. If it's wrong, then i'll learn from it. Even if i lose 12% from there but at least i won't make the mistake when i work later on, right?

Last night i attended one of the best lecture. I am grateful to be having the opportunity to meet up so many wonderful people. I have to thank them for shaping who i am today. This year has got to be one of the best years in my life in terms of exploring myself. I thought i knew myself up until now. I have changed the way i perceive on things.

Moving on...

i miss you and i can't wait for you to get back. I honestly don't feel like going out during the weekend whenever you're not here. It's just tiring you know with getting ready and most of the times, i just grab anything to go out. It's pointless to look good when you're not around.

I can't thank you enough for being understanding. I was actually scared that you would throw a tantrum on me when i said i want to think about my career first before you but you didn't. Thank you syg. No matter what and where my job is, we'll find a way to work it out k. My career is just about to take off and I really hope we can be happy no matter where we are.

I honestly still have doubts on your level of understanding but time will tell..

update 101

royal highness just called and asked when i'm going back. It's weird that he's ok with me coming back for 4 days but he wonder why i'm so free at the moment staying at my cousin's place. Weird~

anyway, mummy is leaving to brunei maybe on 17th march so we're gonna have to book a week before or after that syg.

I can't wait to get married!
I'm so blur with my fyp!

Ya Allah, please help me!!!

Alhamdulillah, it all ended well. Now i can rest my case and be jolly happy me! i've splurged myself on maysaa hijab today. I've been thinking of buying it since the day of the fashion show and today i finally bought it =)

i'm actually waiting for the zuhur prayer so that i can sleep after that..i am SO TIRED and tonight i have class till 11pm!

toodles everyone

Please think twice before using airasia

Tired and jet lagged is the perfect word to explain what i'm feeling right now. I had enough with airasia and i swear i would never use their service ever again. I rather not go home than having to use airasia. PERIOD! Thank god MAS has the cheap plan and the price is cheaper than airasia most of the times.

How can I not be so fucked off since my flight was supposed to be at 7.50pm and they retimed it to 12.05am?! Although they have informed me through my cell at noon, i am still tipped by it. When i got to the airport, i can see all the tired kids and elder people waiting at the gate and it made me even mad. C'mon airasia, it's 2011 already! This news is kinda lame and so last century don't you think!

During the flight, i was so annoyed at one of the flight attendant! It's 2.30am and everyone is very cranky at the time, do you really have to flirt with the passenger nok dah tua and sik sedar dirik plus super FUGLY. i feel like banging their head all together at my front seat. !@@@@#$$#$##

Thank you airasia for giving me yet another horrendous memorable experience with you.

Update: Part 1

i've been M.I.A lately and the bf has been asking for my update..

As you can see, we barely see each other nowadays due to our hectic schedule. Him=work+frens+sleep+more work and Me= driver+babysitter+wedding+HIGH food consumption(i know u're not gonna like this..ahhah)+shopping assistant.


So he uses my blog to get updates from me. Sorry syg for not replying your texts, u know i suck at that but you know i think of you the whole time. Even if i don't, people around me will find a way for me to think about u. (get back to me if you don't get this part)..hihi..

okay enough of that..let's start with my update. It's all going to be in pictures coz i'm too lazy to type it out and it is way more  fun looking at pictures rather than reading my rantings.

sending my favourite person back to kch

Another favourite person went back!

This is how we show our affection =)

i guess this is the first part of my update. i don't have any photos on the weddings and family so i'll put that in the second part.

Off to shower then meeting for my project. Omg i'm so nervous! i hope no one kill me for putting my project on hold for so long.