I'm up at 5am

I woke up from my sleep because baby keep on moving inside. I quickly took my husband hand and put it on my belly. In my heart i told my baby to kick or move so that daddy can feel you like i always do and of course my cute little cupcake did as i told and hubby woke up from his sleep and we just laughed.


Times like this will make mummy miss the feeling of you inside my tummy. 3 more months to go before i mummy gets to hold you in my arms. I love u baby..

Chinese dialect

I recalled smth abt last night. My sabahan friends were surprised to see how i can understand what they're talking about even when they speak mandarin. It's obvious tjat we haven't seen each other in ages and another thing is when nonong made fun of my language, i straight away felt offended and that is exactly like the good all times.

It's funny how may tested me in various dialect that night at johnny's. She speaks in mandarin, cantonese and hokkien and then asked me what she was crapping about and i guessed it all right. Hahah..i can guess it right since her vocab in cantonese and hokkien is very limited...hahah


Anywhoos...i miss having to guess what my friends are talking about...weird but true.


I soooo cant wait for husband to xome home tomorrow!!!! Yeeepeeee yeaaa

Fun weekend!

I had an awesome weekend with one of my bestfriend who came all the way to penang. We spend most of the time at home, chilling at my couch and be fat pigs coz we couldn't stop eating. It felt really good to have some company at home and i absolutely love spending time at home.

Both of us were a bit lazy to go out since it takes too much effort to get our butt off the couch. But on the last day she was here, we went to solaris dutamas to chill with another good friend of ours, mr edward.

Good friends and good food are the best combination ever. Time pass by so fast and now i'm on my desk at the office. I'm so bored at the moment co my boss haven't checked my work so i have nothing to do at the moment.

Husband is coming home tomorrow insyaAllah and i pray that he has a safe journey. I can't wait to give him a biggggg hug with my hugeee belly. I miss my husband soooo much.

Btw najwa just text me and she reminded on our sushi date tomorrow. Yeeehaaaa...another good friend and good food day ahead.


Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for surrounding me with amazing people.

It's hard to be mad at you..

Okay..everything is settled. This is the first time that we actually settle the prob on the same night. Looks like husband has learnt his lesson. Thank YOU! I really appreciate it.

Living far from each other is hardcore. I dont know how much longer i can stand this torture. I love my husband so so much and it breaks my heart to be apart from him.

If u read this blog, it seems like we have a love hate relationship. In reality we're just like other couple. We fight and we make up afterwards. Most ppl think that we never fight but now u can see it here how we fight like crazy monkeys.

It's almost 3am and i need to sleep nowwwww


Dahhhh

Fed up

Seriously! Brapa kali ktk mk plh mek nangis camtok?! Kmk fed up dh dgn ktk plh kmk rs down camtok. Kmk sik suka ngamok2 camtok time kmk pregnant nektok. Mek x suka the thought of baby mek tauk mek sedih n merana. Ktk nyaman jak blh tdo berderok cnun. Even when ktk d rmh pun ktk blh jak tdo while i feel like crap apa tah gk when ktk d sinun.

Now only ktk blh contact kmk n kmk just perlu pasrah trimak call ktk wpun kmk tgh mrh coz kmk tkt mun mek x angkat kmk x tauk bla gk ktk akan call. When kmk down glak2 ktk xda. Ktk tinggal mek mantak2 gia. Pandei2 kmk lah mujuk ati kmk tok gne n when me dh ok ckit suddenly ktk coming mk 'pujuk' kmk. What's the point? U weren't there when i needed the most. I feel so depress and words cant describe betapa mek down when ktk plh mek sedih. It's almost suicidal. Nsb lah kmk pregnant n x plh benda yg bkn2 coz i dont want to hurt the baby.

Ktk selfish tauk sik. Allah jak tauk betapa sedih nya kmk rs kinektok. Kmk xda tmpt lain mk pour my feelings except blog tok. Kmk x rs mk ktk blt ari isnin tok. Mun ktk lamak gk sinun maybe sebab Allah tauk kmk perlu buk gk masa mk kuatkan dirik.

Kmk nyaman2 jak nak madah klak baby kita akan gang ktk lebih dr kmk coz kmk tek kuat ngerepak. Imagine jak apa perasaan kmk yg tgh mengandungkan baby tok. Siang malam tahan sakit blakang, thn nya kick perut mek the whole day, telan ubat besar2 everyday n rs fear mk beranak sik lamak gk.


Kadang2 kmk rs x berbaloi apa kmk plh k ktk. Kmk mintak permission ktk on even benda yg plg kecik tp in d end kmk x dpt coz ktk x mk. Mun org lain x da nya terpk mk tyk pun.

Everytime before ktk blt outstation, kmk akan make sure rmh kemas, baju suma lipat n laundry dah plh coz kmk mk spend time ngan ktk. N the last time u went away, ktk pdh iboh plh keja rmh...klak plh sama2 tp ckit pun rmh x terurus pasya. When ktk terpajsa plh keja rmh n kmk ddk dpn tv jak muka ktk mcm kmk ambik kesempatan. Tp pernah ka ktk terpk apa kmk plh before ktk blt?

Kmk seriously fed up ngan ktk nektok. This is too much. Ktk pdh ktk pun ada perasaan juak. Ktk pdh ego mek besar and kmk xda mk pdh sorry ka sekali skala.

Kmk xda rs mk pdh sorry coz kmk rs kmk berik effort byk ngan ktk eventho ktk xda pun plh effort k kmk n kmk x pernah pun complain psl ya.

Penat!

Just finished folding allllll the clothes, do the laundry and sweep the floor. Now my body rasa mk patah. Have to sit and relax like every 5 mins. It took me sooooo long to do the house work.

One of my bestest friend is coming tomorrow all the way from penang and that is none other than may!!!

I'm praying hard that ze husband got a place in the chopper on monday or else he'll be there for another week coz all the boats are fully booked. So pls pray with me.

It's 12.40am and i'll be working tomorrow...

ZzzzzzZZzzzzx

;))

It's 11.11am and i miss my husband soooooo much. He still hasn't call yet.

Scrap that...
He called!!!! And i feel like on top of the world weeeee.....he said he has a present for me and i must not ask what and when he's gonna give it but i'll have to choose. Hmmm...i wonder is it food, baby stuff or for me...we'll see...