Depress

I wish have someone to talk to right now.

It sucks knowing that your husband rather spend time with his friends rather than his wife.

It sucks knowing that he misses the times when he's still single whereas you are excited on becoming a mother.

It sucks when he thinks that you nag a lot and mad all the time when all this time you were actually coping up with the pain and changes in your body.

It sucks when you are left sleeping alone in this whereas he is having the time of his life with his friends.

It aucks when the person you call your best friend never put you on her top list but expect you to put her first on top of everything.

It sucks when you can't force your husband to sleep elsewhwere or else you'll got to hell.

It sucks when your grandma passed away two weeks before you plan to visit her.

It sucks when everyone depends on you at the office.

Dah ya jak..nite

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A letter for dear husband

I am typing this post while you are sleeping next to me...

Syg..i felt so blessed that Allah has given me another weekend to be with you. It has been the best five months of life being your wife (background - snoresss).

When i'm at the office, you are always on my mind whenever i take a break from the crazy work load. The thought of you being my husband will draw a smile on my face.

This new chapter that we're gonna start in the next 5 months is both exciting and scary but i remember that feeling when we plan to get married. I worried so much and i over think abt so many things. Little did i know that married life is going to be FUN FUN FUN (insert rebecca friday here).So this time i will try not to be as crazy as before.....


Thank you for being a such wonderful husband.


Love,
Your wife

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Missing u

It's one of those days where i just dont want to do anything. I dont have the motivation to live. All i think about is missing my husband so dearly.

I din go to work simplg becoz i dont want to. I dont feel like i'm ready to work. I cried while watching the last episode of vanilla choclate when the husband feed his wife when the wife doesnt want to eat. Husband will do that to me when i dont feel good and dont want to eat. Tp husband is more romantic lar since he will suap using his own hand. Bkn sudu..

I cried like crazy when i text pritti abt it.

I miss u b...i really hope tomorrow is going to be a better day for me.

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It's so hard to say goodbye

Tears are pouring down as i type this. I'm in the taxi from lcct to my house. I miss my mommy so much. I'm quite satified though coz i spend my time the whole day with her. I woke up at 8am with a heavy heart and i went down staits and i saw mummy os already in the kitchen. We talk non stop til 2pm. She made me my fav fish whoch is ikan puput bakar, sotong curry and wehad leftover bubur pedas and my fav thing frm miri kasam udang!

After cleaning the kitchen, i had my shower and did my prayers as well as packing. Then we watched a boring show on tv n talk some more til 4.30 where we had to leave to airport.

I kept on saying that i dont want to go back n mommy did say 'kan best mun ko keja ctok' and i was like waaaa. When we were late to the airport i told daddy that i 'm not worried if i miss the plane coz u can always buy me aticket the next day and i get to spend another day here. Trust me i'm x joking. Was hoping that i'll miss the plane.

Now i need to go back to reality n i'm going back to an empty apartment and i'll be working tomorrow.

Ya allah tabahkan lah hatiku ini ya Allah.


Good news is my family is coming over next month and so does the inlaw. Think positive. InsyaAllah.

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At the in laws

Update for day 2

Planned to wake up late failed coz i woke up around 9ish and straight i felt hype. Tried calling cheryl, no anwer. Mira was working n then called misrul and he answered! So off we went to our former site. He picked me up btw but yes i've asked permission frm husband like 2 days ago. We went ther frm 11 til 1 ish. It was beautifulllll and enormous! I just hope that my new office is going to look smth like that.

Then he send me off to my in law. I went out with them most of the day. First i accompanied mama to send ul and aiman to violen class. Then we went back and i felt sooooooo boring in the room. I know mama wanted to take a nap so that's why i was left bored at home. My phone was low bat so i couldnt go online!

Then we went out again to pick ul and aiman n then we went straight to swee kangggg. There were heapsss of ppl. Am glad i din run over anybody. At night, i attended a wedding, nek usu on papa side.

Now it's 12.44am and i am sooo tired. Naniteeee


I miss u!!!!

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Sorg di thai, sorang d kch=perfecto

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I'm in kch at last. It feels sooooo goood to be at home! I suddenly feel 'rich' coz i see more than 1 car at my car porch n my room feels hugeeee plus i sleep with AC tonight! Like how i always do when i grew up.

This small gestures made me soo humble and greatful for everything i have. I have to be the luckiest girl on earth. Awesome parents, cool siblings, a nice homey home and my cat is still here :) feels like bringing him to kl but the apartment dont allow pets :((( plus it will die within a week coz i'm hardly at home...haih..

Anywhoos...tomorrow am going to mummy num 2 house...weehooo...

Syg i feel so single here at home since u only slept here once. I'm glad that i'm here instead of kl. Would have been crying right now if i'm at kl.

I love u b...

Stay tune...

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My heart is officially broken.

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