Sunday, September 26, 2010
Monday, September 20, 2010
pink is my name
I like lazing around with my jammy. There's a lot of things to be done but i'm just lazyyyy. Today is my last day in kch and i am uber excited to go back!
See u tomorrow syg
what should i wear tomorrow..hmm
See u tomorrow syg
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| i'm loving my nail =) |
Saturday, September 18, 2010
if u're a racist, don't read this
I'm not trying to stir any racist issue here but i'm just gonna say things that i feel so fuck off. If you're those typical over bearing sensitive on racist stuff, stop reading! But if u decide to continue reading then i guess u can keep your comments to your own.
i am so fucking annoyed to some of my acquaintance. You know why? In fb, they put their STATUS, COMMENTS, CAPTION AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT IN ENGLISH. Usually, i wouldn't have any problems but towards this people i do feel like that every time i come across their name in the news feed. In the outside world of fb, the only language that they will speak towards each other is THEIR NATIVE LANGUAGE SO WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY CHANGE THAT IN FB??
In the real world, they are so fucking over themselves. They only want to be in their clique, speak their own language, look down upon others and stuff like that and this whole thing about 1 malaysia thing people keep crapping about is making us more divided. I'm so sick and tired being the middle person between these two races. Just because i come from sarawak and i mix with EVERYONE REGARDLESS THEIR ETHNIC doesn't mean i'll be the spokeperson to either one of you. Let me just take this phrase from my friend's status that is mind boggling to me.
Sabah has 39 ethnic groups and Sarawak has 25 — that’s 64 ethnic groups living in one place. If these 64 groups can live in harmony, why can’t the three dominant groups in West Malaysia live happily together
i am so fucking annoyed to some of my acquaintance. You know why? In fb, they put their STATUS, COMMENTS, CAPTION AND ALL THAT BULLSHIT IN ENGLISH. Usually, i wouldn't have any problems but towards this people i do feel like that every time i come across their name in the news feed. In the outside world of fb, the only language that they will speak towards each other is THEIR NATIVE LANGUAGE SO WHY THE FUCK WOULD THEY CHANGE THAT IN FB??
In the real world, they are so fucking over themselves. They only want to be in their clique, speak their own language, look down upon others and stuff like that and this whole thing about 1 malaysia thing people keep crapping about is making us more divided. I'm so sick and tired being the middle person between these two races. Just because i come from sarawak and i mix with EVERYONE REGARDLESS THEIR ETHNIC doesn't mean i'll be the spokeperson to either one of you. Let me just take this phrase from my friend's status that is mind boggling to me.
Sabah has 39 ethnic groups and Sarawak has 25 — that’s 64 ethnic groups living in one place. If these 64 groups can live in harmony, why can’t the three dominant groups in West Malaysia live happily together
the countdown starts now
everyone is complaining how they hate packing and leave their loved once and so forth. I AM SUPER EXCITED OF GOING BACK. yes there i've said it "back". life is not going to be easy when i get back because test weeks are coming up and presentation for my FYP is on friday plus not forgetting the long dreaded assignment that i haven't touch but at least i have a life over there rather than sitting on the couch in front of the tv flipping through the boring channels here and plus running here and there attending events and running errands. i havent had a break, not even a single day and i am soooo tired. i hope tomorrow would be the day that i can wear my jammies whole day and be a pig.
the bf is most probably gonna pick me up at the airport=) another reason to look forward to go back!!! now i have to think what outfit should i wear and also the make up. must utilize all the knowledge i got from utube.
off to my dream land. night2
the bf is most probably gonna pick me up at the airport=) another reason to look forward to go back!!! now i have to think what outfit should i wear and also the make up. must utilize all the knowledge i got from utube.
off to my dream land. night2
i just need some motivation
Believe it or not, i'm youtube-ing on study tips, presentation skills and how to travel light. I know it's random..
Friday, September 17, 2010
i sooo wanna go back soon
i just had a weirdest n believable dream. Someone is trying to put a spell on me to find out some truth for me and i was so fucking pissed because she can just asked me without having to cast a spell. I really cna feel something is happening to my body in that dream. Finally she got the truth that she wanted and then left. When i wake up, i have no more doubts and regrets on the things that has happened. It's so funny how a dream can affect u but then again, it's just a dream.
good news~~ the bf is coming back sooner than expected which is on monday instead of wednesday and i'll be going back on tuesday. sik sabar mok blttttttt! The best news ever for the day!
good news~~ the bf is coming back sooner than expected which is on monday instead of wednesday and i'll be going back on tuesday. sik sabar mok blttttttt! The best news ever for the day!
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Random as always
i miss the feeling of wanting to learn smth during my industrial training. Now that the classes started, everything becomes blearghhh again.
Give me guidance!
Give me guidance!
bila la keja ku tok mok siap
Tomorrow:
pyah's open house
mine's mkn nujuh
dinner with the big family
Friday:
Open house
gne aku nak molah assignment tok???? dah lah sik da pendrive! how am i gonna print my BS. SHITEE!!
why o why ipod 4G blom sampei malaysia!!!!! i want it today!
pyah's open house
mine's mkn nujuh
dinner with the big family
Friday:
Open house
gne aku nak molah assignment tok???? dah lah sik da pendrive! how am i gonna print my BS. SHITEE!!
why o why ipod 4G blom sampei malaysia!!!!! i want it today!
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
It might turn a new leaf
We just had a talk on performing umrah after i finish my degree. Let's just hope nya jadi. insyaAllah..
I am sooooOOOooo going to miss this moment where the 3 of us (mom, dad n I) ate piostachio and talk for hours about their childhood. I can say that my parents is one of the best couples in the world and I respect their compassion, loyalty and patience towards each other. Despite of the lack of affection they try to potray, deep down inside we all know we love each other. (ayat tok mcm pelik tp what the heck)
The preparation for the open house on friday is gonna start tomorrow. I am super excited about it because i am going to make laksa sarawak for 30 ppl. I've never cook that much. If u wanna taste it, come to my house after sembahyang jumaat til 6pm =) Everyone is welcome tp mun datang aher sik sure lah msh ada ka sik. I've been a bit blueee this raya since the bf is not here plus the loss on my loved once but hopefully the mood is going to change if my laksa is successful. amin
ps: as u can see, i haven't upload any raya photo of me in fb or blog. It's simply because i did not take much. I'm just sad and blueeeeee
I am sooooOOOooo going to miss this moment where the 3 of us (mom, dad n I) ate piostachio and talk for hours about their childhood. I can say that my parents is one of the best couples in the world and I respect their compassion, loyalty and patience towards each other. Despite of the lack of affection they try to potray, deep down inside we all know we love each other. (ayat tok mcm pelik tp what the heck)
The preparation for the open house on friday is gonna start tomorrow. I am super excited about it because i am going to make laksa sarawak for 30 ppl. I've never cook that much. If u wanna taste it, come to my house after sembahyang jumaat til 6pm =) Everyone is welcome tp mun datang aher sik sure lah msh ada ka sik. I've been a bit blueee this raya since the bf is not here plus the loss on my loved once but hopefully the mood is going to change if my laksa is successful. amin
ps: as u can see, i haven't upload any raya photo of me in fb or blog. It's simply because i did not take much. I'm just sad and blueeeeee
Monday, September 13, 2010
lookalikalika
My cousin n aunty said that i look like Yuki Kato, an actress in the sinetron Primata Cantik. I honestly dont think i look like her at all..
She is wayyy pretty to be compared with me plus she's only 12!
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Sunday, September 12, 2010
I am over raya!
I don't feel like celebrating Hari Raya. Honestly, i don't see a point of this festival. I mean what's all the crap with the raya song! sikkan u happy when ramadhan is over?? urgh..It's just so tiring celebrating this day. Cleaning every single thing, prepare the food and clean the house again and make it presentable to everyone. serious sik suka mcm taik! maybe if i have a family and my own house i might like it but then again so much $$$$ is spend on unnecessary stuff. shit lah
Tonight, i had the dinner at Merdeka Palace with the whole big family. If u ask my HONEST opinion, i would say THERE'S NO NEED OF HAVING A FAMILY GATHERING AT SOME LUSH HOTEL ESPECIALLY DURING RAYA because you have it everyday during the open house. plus the activity is very mundane(it's similar to last yr at damai) and the food sucks! I didn't try all the food but the main course sucks ie: sotong sumbat, sweet and sour fish, etc...
the only thing that i would give my credits is the door gift. The mugs and plates were great. At least there is something to remember of the event. Nevertheless the event was quite dissapointing. The idea of having the family tree book is brilliant but the information in there is not accurate. It stated that i am married to MOHD SEPULIWAN who was born on 20.10.86!! hello~~~ i'm still single okay....ok hypothetically i am engaged to SAIFULIWAN EZZEDIN BIN SININ and he was born on 25.10.86
before the dinner, i helped out at the bf's house because they had open house. So many people came and i feel a bit guilty for not helping out the night before and came early in the morning. I miss the bf so damn much at his house because he's the one who will always check on me and ask "syg ok x?" whenever i'm in the kitchen. Or he'll always tease me and we joke around in the kitchen but things are different today. Everyone keep on saying " o tedah nya org mudanya sik da sitok". plus when wani sent me home with isham, i miss the bf even more seeing how they talk to each other. i miss u syg!!!!
i am counting days to go back to kl and meet the bf. i think i'd better start doing the assignment coz at least la i sik mati gilak when i go back klak. i soooooo want to date with the bf!!!!
Tonight, i had the dinner at Merdeka Palace with the whole big family. If u ask my HONEST opinion, i would say THERE'S NO NEED OF HAVING A FAMILY GATHERING AT SOME LUSH HOTEL ESPECIALLY DURING RAYA because you have it everyday during the open house. plus the activity is very mundane(it's similar to last yr at damai) and the food sucks! I didn't try all the food but the main course sucks ie: sotong sumbat, sweet and sour fish, etc...
the only thing that i would give my credits is the door gift. The mugs and plates were great. At least there is something to remember of the event. Nevertheless the event was quite dissapointing. The idea of having the family tree book is brilliant but the information in there is not accurate. It stated that i am married to MOHD SEPULIWAN who was born on 20.10.86!! hello~~~ i'm still single okay....ok hypothetically i am engaged to SAIFULIWAN EZZEDIN BIN SININ and he was born on 25.10.86
before the dinner, i helped out at the bf's house because they had open house. So many people came and i feel a bit guilty for not helping out the night before and came early in the morning. I miss the bf so damn much at his house because he's the one who will always check on me and ask "syg ok x?" whenever i'm in the kitchen. Or he'll always tease me and we joke around in the kitchen but things are different today. Everyone keep on saying " o tedah nya org mudanya sik da sitok". plus when wani sent me home with isham, i miss the bf even more seeing how they talk to each other. i miss u syg!!!!
i am counting days to go back to kl and meet the bf. i think i'd better start doing the assignment coz at least la i sik mati gilak when i go back klak. i soooooo want to date with the bf!!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2010
merry raya
i would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya! Maaf zahir dan batin for all of my wrong doings to everyone. Life's too short to hold grudge to anyone and death can happen at anytime. I'm thinking of texting someone but ppl keep on telling me not too. i know they just care about me and don't want me to get hurt...maybe it's best to keep quite. but whatever it is, i forgive u and i hope u have a happy life.
wah ngantok nya..sok mok g bejarah..nite2
wah ngantok nya..sok mok g bejarah..nite2
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
i love kandee johnson! ~the make up guru~
i'm sooooo into makeup right now. Well it started a few months ago, i can watch the youtube tutorial for hours learning on applying foundation, bronzer n natural skin care. I love the dramatic eyeshadow with false eye lashes. super HOT! i'm thinking of having extravaganza make up for my final year dinner. honestly, i don't really care about what others would think coz i'd still do it if i want to but of coz i need to learn how to do it first.
i'm thinking of buying chanel or mac eyeliner. Which do u think is better?
i'm thinking of buying chanel or mac eyeliner. Which do u think is better?
Monday, September 6, 2010
3rd day =)
cheryl just went back and it's almost 1am.
Another happy day for me. This morning i went to the library with mira til 3.30pm. Then, after otak sudah menjadi tepu, we were planning to go to town and hunt for shoes tp due to some reason we just went back and i got ready to go break fast with misrul, abg suhairi and abg daud at top spot. We were supposed to go to the seafood near pending area but it was closed. Over there i met kerel and my cousin with his family. The food was so~so and sangat sedih coz x pat makan ikan 3 rasa di pending! serious sedih!!! but the kerang masak kicap was MAGNIFICENT if only they can add some more chilli then it'll be PERFECT to my taste bud.
When i got back, i was greeted with my sulky niece. She was being moody coz i wasn't at home the whole day to play with her at the playhouse. Super cute when she merajuk! About half an hour later, cheryl surprised me with her visit. We were supposed to go out around 9pm tp blm confirm gik. We went to the bing in town and the cake suck big time! seriously..THE CAKE TASTE LIKE PLASTIC!!!! but the vanilla ice blended was awesome.
My phone keep dying and stress gila ku k hp tok. i need to buy those cheap phone so that aku boleh tikam rah dinding mun nya datang paloi. geram !#@$#@$#@ with the phone. Susah gila mok reply msg org especially the bf in SA. i miss u syg seriously. honestly i'm not looking forward at all for the raya. Dahlah my baju mcm coi dipolah oleh tailor. mok blt kl cepat2 n date dgn syg!!!!! klak blh mkn siang hari =))) n mok hunt for the new ipod. There i've said it. i want ipod. woot2..*uber excited*
Another happy day for me. This morning i went to the library with mira til 3.30pm. Then, after otak sudah menjadi tepu, we were planning to go to town and hunt for shoes tp due to some reason we just went back and i got ready to go break fast with misrul, abg suhairi and abg daud at top spot. We were supposed to go to the seafood near pending area but it was closed. Over there i met kerel and my cousin with his family. The food was so~so and sangat sedih coz x pat makan ikan 3 rasa di pending! serious sedih!!! but the kerang masak kicap was MAGNIFICENT if only they can add some more chilli then it'll be PERFECT to my taste bud.
When i got back, i was greeted with my sulky niece. She was being moody coz i wasn't at home the whole day to play with her at the playhouse. Super cute when she merajuk! About half an hour later, cheryl surprised me with her visit. We were supposed to go out around 9pm tp blm confirm gik. We went to the bing in town and the cake suck big time! seriously..THE CAKE TASTE LIKE PLASTIC!!!! but the vanilla ice blended was awesome.
My phone keep dying and stress gila ku k hp tok. i need to buy those cheap phone so that aku boleh tikam rah dinding mun nya datang paloi. geram !#@$#@$#@ with the phone. Susah gila mok reply msg org especially the bf in SA. i miss u syg seriously. honestly i'm not looking forward at all for the raya. Dahlah my baju mcm coi dipolah oleh tailor. mok blt kl cepat2 n date dgn syg!!!!! klak blh mkn siang hari =))) n mok hunt for the new ipod. There i've said it. i want ipod. woot2..*uber excited*
Sunday, September 5, 2010
break fast at the in laws =)
Alhamdulillah...
Today i had my break fast at the bf's house. The food was good as usual and of course the ambience is very welcoming. I can say that everyone misses the bf and feel quite empty on this raya. They kept on saying thing like "boh nangis fina, oo tedah nya jauh" and i'll be pretending like i'm crying. The whole process of cooking, setting up the dinner and during the dinner was a lot of fun. Everyone was so cool and laid back and i compared with our feast on the day before, the mood was bad becoz people are being so nagging! It's a different story at his house, we just make jokes throughout the night and it made me feel like i'm not an outsider. I loveeeee my in laws =)
I'm gonna be a NERD in kch for the first time! I'm going to the state library to get some books and get my assignment going. hopefully i can learn something tomorrow.
i miss u syg! sik sabar mok balit kl and c u at the airport! mek sik sabar mok hunt for my present!!!!! it got me excited til 4.30am! i love u syg!!!
Today i had my break fast at the bf's house. The food was good as usual and of course the ambience is very welcoming. I can say that everyone misses the bf and feel quite empty on this raya. They kept on saying thing like "boh nangis fina, oo tedah nya jauh" and i'll be pretending like i'm crying. The whole process of cooking, setting up the dinner and during the dinner was a lot of fun. Everyone was so cool and laid back and i compared with our feast on the day before, the mood was bad becoz people are being so nagging! It's a different story at his house, we just make jokes throughout the night and it made me feel like i'm not an outsider. I loveeeee my in laws =)
I'm gonna be a NERD in kch for the first time! I'm going to the state library to get some books and get my assignment going. hopefully i can learn something tomorrow.
i miss u syg! sik sabar mok balit kl and c u at the airport! mek sik sabar mok hunt for my present!!!!! it got me excited til 4.30am! i love u syg!!!
Saturday, September 4, 2010
Honey, i"m home~~
i'm home =) it's so good to be home. i feel so grateful whenever i'm back and it's because of so many reasons.
At home
i can cook and put the leftovers in the fridge.
i can go to the toilet anytime i want because i have my own toilet.
I have aircond and water heater!
I have ERIKAAAA
At the college
i have to wobble all my food or else it'll end up in the bin and if i wanna cook, i have to buy all those spices which I only use once or twice!
i wouldn't dare to go to the toilet at 3am!
My room is always HOT and the water is soooo freazing cold in the morning
i only have pics of ERIKA
Nevertheless, being in kch without the bf still don't feel the same. i miss u syg!
At home
i can cook and put the leftovers in the fridge.
i can go to the toilet anytime i want because i have my own toilet.
I have aircond and water heater!
I have ERIKAAAA
At the college
i have to wobble all my food or else it'll end up in the bin and if i wanna cook, i have to buy all those spices which I only use once or twice!
i wouldn't dare to go to the toilet at 3am!
My room is always HOT and the water is soooo freazing cold in the morning
i only have pics of ERIKA
Nevertheless, being in kch without the bf still don't feel the same. i miss u syg!
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
I'm full of remorse =(
i feel like a failure...
the bf is mad at me coz i came back late. we're thousand miles away and it's really hard to communicate. my tears just couldn't stop falling right now and i really don't know what to do. i know it's my fault but i have no other choice. i'm running out of time to buy the stuff for my family and the things are not at one place. The cheapest place is only open at 10pm so what can i do. Should i buy the expensive one and ended up with not enough money to buy everything else or should i go to the cheaper place? Tell me what to do.
What done is done so let's just pray that he'll cool down and at least have the decency to understand what i'm going through. i'm tired and tomorrow is going to be a long day.
People say that it's very important to be honest with each other in a relationship but everytime i'm telling the truth and try to be honest, i feel like i'm trapping myself.
Being in long distance relationship is hard core. is it going to be easier in marriage?? Pls do tell me coz i really have no clue.
the bf is mad at me coz i came back late. we're thousand miles away and it's really hard to communicate. my tears just couldn't stop falling right now and i really don't know what to do. i know it's my fault but i have no other choice. i'm running out of time to buy the stuff for my family and the things are not at one place. The cheapest place is only open at 10pm so what can i do. Should i buy the expensive one and ended up with not enough money to buy everything else or should i go to the cheaper place? Tell me what to do.
What done is done so let's just pray that he'll cool down and at least have the decency to understand what i'm going through. i'm tired and tomorrow is going to be a long day.
People say that it's very important to be honest with each other in a relationship but everytime i'm telling the truth and try to be honest, i feel like i'm trapping myself.
Being in long distance relationship is hard core. is it going to be easier in marriage?? Pls do tell me coz i really have no clue.
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