Baby essential #2

I am obsessed with reading baby essentials and baby checklist on the net. I barely have enough sleep cause my mind is just soaked with all the informations that i get. Next thing to buy is the bedding set and i found one that i like in anakku.

My problem right now is the bathing set. The one that they sell is bulky and i don't have much space as i'm only staying in an apartment. I found one that is foldable but the price is rm100+ which i think is ridiculous. I do not want to bath the baby in the sink because our sink is not sturdy enough like the one at home. I guess i'll need to go to the japanese shop and find what they have in store for this.

Other essentials that i need are:
Bips
Socks
Sleeping clothes
Light weight blankie
Rotan basket
Towel
2 Small baskets

This is my next things to buy

Baby shopping haul

I just got home from ikea. Now my whole body is sore but good news is we bought the cot already and stuffs for the baby room. Sadly we didn't find the wall lamp that we want so i guess we'll have a second trip later..maybe after the husband finish painting the baby room.

The husband job is to buy all the big stuff and i get to enjoy buying all te cute little stuff for the baby. So for my first 'haul' of baby clothes, i bought quite a lot of stuffs. I'll just leave this post by a pic of the baby stuffs that i bought.

Sorry for the previous post. Was hungry so the hormon is outraged! There's a saying "don't make a pregnant lady angry or smth2" x ingat..

Now i full of roti sardin and am taking my sweet time to clean the house byw astro ppl just came and i have astro now :)))))

Ok off to do more cleaning!

I feel so fucking stress right now with my house. I tried to not think about it for the this whole week but i think my boiling point had enough. I am so fucking stress becoz i am so fucking tired right now. Thus i dont have fucking energy to fucking clean my fucking disgusting house. When i am in this stupid state, i leave it to husband to do the housework. If he doesnt wash the dishes then there will be dishes accumulating in the sink. If he doesnt do the laundry, or i remind him to do it thus my clother will pile up till my floor is full of clothes. But sometimes i feel ba for asking him to do the stuff coz rs cam org gaji jak polah gia. Even if brg rah lantei pun i ask him to pick coz my pinggang or back hurts when i pick it up. It is so fucking frustrating and i think i'm gonna cry now, thinking about it.

I just slammed down my phone after talking to him coz he doesn't get why i am so fucking frustrated with the state of our house. Do u want me to post the pics of our house right now? It's so fucking disgusting.

I feel so tired becoz i'm always the one who try to make it clean and tidy and when he does smth, i'll have to tidy it up afterwards. If i dont, this is what happen. The thing that annoys menis when things is not put at their original position andddd when the cover of the drink is not close! That kills me coz semut akan masuk and I AM GOING TO BUANG THE AIR. Douknowhowwecoolourwater?!

Honestly i dont know how am i going to have a baby. How am i gonna keep everything in place, clean and make sure the laundry is folded and kept at all times.

Fuck my life!

;))))

Assalamualaikum wbt

I still can't believe i'm gonna have a baby girl! I pray that everything is going to be fine and she's going to be one healthy baby. So far, doc said she is doing good. Her heart beat was fast and that's a good sign. Her arms and thighs were soooo cute, looking from the scan. I just can't wait to have her in my arms.


Now i'm excited to do my shopping. Yes i know..i' m six month already and i haven't bought anything yet. It's just that i don't want to jinx it and now i feel confident enough to start buying baby stuff.

We'll start with her crib and moses basket/car seat. That is what the daddy will buy.

And as for me i'll be buying her bath set and all the cute clothes for baby girl!!!!! Yeeehaaa...but one thing for sure, i'm not going to be nad buying all the pink stuff coz it ain't cute seeing a cotton candy baby!

Ok time is up for blogging. Need to get ready for work.


Have a nice day!!

Week 25

Alhamdulillah my baby is healthy and guess what????? It's a girl!!! I am sooOOooooo happy! Subhanallah..

Her face was very prominent and I can see her eyes and nose clearly. Am sooooo excited for the 3D scan in the next two weeks! N i'll be seeing her live in action and the best thing is the whole thing will recorded! Yeeehaaa!!
That is one of the advantage of going to a private hospital coz u get good treatment and service. Alhamdulillah.

Btw..i survived my biggest fear!! For the first time in my life, I gave my blood sample to the doc. Finally i'll know what blood type i am. I was so bubbly and chatty when i'm nervous so it was funny to see me go bfkksksnkslshkdl when the doc wanted to poke me with needle. What i can say is the pain was 2/10 and it was alright. I know the doc tried to take my mind off it by asking me questions but honestly i don't feel anything when she sucked my blood. The only pain i felt was was she put the the needle insisde me. So it was true after all mcm gigit semut. I guess parts of it has got to be because god answered my prayer. I prayed so hard that it's not gonna be too painful for me and it wasn't! Alhamdulillah.

Let me end this post with a pic of my baby girl ;)

Sad n hungry.

Fed up!

Gonna see mummy tonight at curve. I guess i'll be meeting my aunt from brunei as well over there. Was excited at first but not anymore coz the husband will be leaving to kemaman AGAIN this sunday for one day course. One day? Yea rite.....that spoilt my mood n now i feel so lazy to get off from this bed.

It's so annoying that when my parents are here, so does the husband and then EVERYONE LEAVES!

;)

I miss being a student!

Look at what I found in my pencil box today!

So u think I can sneak in to the exam hall?

Puasa di bln rejab :)

First day attempt to puasa. Since it's the last 3 days of rejab so husband and I took the opportunity to fast. Husband is kind enough to follow my requirement which is it is compulsory for sahur. Well..since i'm pregnant, i do not want want my baby to be affected by it. Bah time for subuh..

Daaaa

Food craving

Drive all the way to serdang just to have mee hoon sup daging and air kedondong asam boi! I can't stop saying how awesome it is..now we're off to mines to buy keropok timbang and back to padang later for dinner coz i want to eat the awesome nasi ayam serdang!

Ppl call me ugly now ;(

Someone post this as his status 'kenapa perempuan lepas kahwin hilang seri muka...why oh why'

First reaction: ko mok rasa kenak tampar aku sik?!

Second reaction: u'll just wait and see!!

Third reaction: oh shit! I'm ugly now..


I'm trying my best to keep myself well groomed while not neglecting my responsibility as a wife. Being a wife is not easy. U think cooking and cleaning can be done in 5 mins?! Well if ko ceridak blh lah but hell no in my dictionary.

I bought a contact lense, nail file and face scrub. That should be enough for beginner.

Pic post

I feel like i've been ngerepak much lately so why not I just end this night with pics taken last weekend and today.

Friends are just like colours in my life. Without them, life would be dull!

Annoying backache

My back hurts today. It sucks so bad. It's so hard to do house work with this backache. I have to sit and rest 3 times in between drying the clothes on the rack. I can't wait for the husband to come home so that ge can help mek rub some oil on it.

Today I have managed to do 50% 3D modelling for my new project and hopefully tomorrow I can finish the structure works and start my model on the tower cranes. I have 5 TC to do and then my model will make sense.

Ok my resting time is up. Need to continue doing the laundry. Urgh...

A very lonely night

Boringnya mlm tok. Rancangan tv suma boring. Cita melayu suma ak sik minat mok nangga. When syg blt lak mok pasang astro lah pasya mok tkr plan hp tok. Rasa rugi jak bayar rm120 every month. Klak mk tgk when tkr plan lak bill makin mahal ka murah.

Boring nya syg xda ctok. Every pass by cam less meaningful jak. Cam xda drive jak mok polah pa2. Mk g keja pun x semangat, mok msk xda mood apatah gk mk mkn d rmh tok. Nang boring tahap gaban tauk sik. I wonder gne couple lain nok sentiasa ad husband by their side. Bahagia x o. Mesti best nak ada org sentiasa by their side. Sentiasa rs safe cne2 jak pegi. When d rmh x lah paranoid when jiran psycho nilit, org laki ketuk pintu or nampak sparks rah veranda.

Sik tauk lah kmk tok x bersyukur ka apa tp kmk rs cam masa kita together x pernah cukup. Everytime syg outstation, kmk rs rindu gilak n counting days bila gik syg blt eventhough syg kedirik x tauk bila syg blt. And when dah balit kmk takit benar when phone syg bunyi. Takut syg kenak g outstation the next day. That's why lah kmk salu tyk sapa call or when collegue syg call kmk akn tyk pa nya mok.

......


I just finished speaking to u on the phone. Sedih ati mek nektok Allah jak tauk. Kmk x pat tahan ati when denga sora syg. I miss u so much and I want u to be here with me at home. X tahan kmk diam sorg di rmh. Kmk mala nangis jak2. Belum gk kmk rs ok kenak tinggal sorg2 di rmh. Kmk salu imagine gne idup without syg. One day one of us will go and the other will be left behind. Kmk rela syg kahwin baru if kmk ditakdirkan pegi dolok. X sanggup kmk mk syg diam sorg2. Cariklah kebahagiaan syg when I'm gone. Somewhere somehow, when kmk type tok kmk berhenti nangis. I now know how lonely and miserable it is being alone and I don't want you to feel like this.


Kmk risau dgn baby dlm perut tok. Kmk mala nangis. Mala sedih. Mala rs miserable. Is my baby going to be normal when nya grow up. Kmk nang sgt takut emotions kmk nektok will affect the baby tapi i can't help it from being sedih.

You ask mek to wait for another year. Honestly, i can't even stand for another day. So where does this leave me?

Baby talk

Baby is kicking non stop especially dekat pundi kencing. It feels like baby tgh memberontak. Kenak syg? Skt mummy ditendang cam tok. Mummy mk tdo jap gk. Baby boh berolah aaa...pas smyg tok mummy usap2 perut ngan lotion k? Pasya kta tdo sma2 k b..

Syg sorry kmk mrh tek. Hormon mek tok nang gila lah...cepat li marah. Astagfirullahalazim...kenak lah perasaan tok menjadi2..sorry aa syg...i love u..if kmk rs x best kmk mk g check up rah tempat beranak ya esok. Risau juak kmk lps gugok tdk...

Miss u

Boringnya syg xda ctok
Boringnya xpat skype dgn syg
Boringnya...

Semua tok demi anak
Semua tok demi $$$


Random nya kmk mlm tok...

Just called mommy and now i'm calm. Am glad to pour everything out.

Ada jak benda mok molah aku hot!

*geram mode*

I feel like as you get older, you get more and more selfish and become so ignorant. I don't know whether you've changed or I just realized this now that I'm older.

Dahlah ko polah aku kecik ati by sounding like i don't care if we don't meet up when you make the first phone call. You don't bother to come whenever I asked you too. Giving a lot of excuses but when you're siblings called up, you straight away book the ticket.

Ya pun aku sik lalek and just put it aside.

Now second phone call, pandei2 jak you molah cerita. Common lah grow up. You even twist the story. Now you make me feel like ak pun sik mok jumpa when you're here.

First fall

Oh shit! I just fell when i wanted to put my pants on! Damn it!!! I din fell hard coz i grab the clothes that was hanging nearby but i'm still worried of the baby. Oh no!!!

Nasib lah syg engkah carpet rah bilit ya so kmk terduduk atas carpet ya slowly. Syg i'm very2 sorry

Crazy woman part two

Just plain rude! Mun murah glak byr dikpun. Go to hell lah bodo

Just for fun

Bestest friend for life!

Good morning lovely,

I'm wide awake in this lovely morning but what not so great about it is I sik pat ngando. Argh! My ulser is still not recovering coz i haven't had enough rest.

I'm missing the husband so much right now.

Yesterday, after work i went to jaya one and had one expensive lunch with my collegues. One of the project manager wanted to treat us and we were like OH YEAH!

Then, I went to sunway with li sze and we updated each other with our life. It's so nice to be able to do that with our childhood friend. Then her parents called and they remembered me! How awesome is that?! I havent met them for like 10 years!!

This kind of friendship makes me feel like I'm the luckiest person in earth. I don't have friends that's always with 24/7 like the one you can see people updating their life in facebook. But I do have good friends around the world. Friends that will be there ko matter what happens and when i need them. Li sze has got to be one of the people in the list now. I was down due to the stupid accident drama and I really dont want to be alone at home. So I called her at 12.45pm asking her out and she said YES OF COURSE! As she can hear my voice were trembling. At 2.30 she arrived at lrt asia jaya and i picked her up from there.

Another good news is IRA IS COMING HOME FOR RAYA!! I am over the moon with that news!! That is another friend that i will cherish my whole life! A fun fun fun friend to be with!

There's moree. Pritti is coming in july and hopefully may can come to kl and we can all be like the good ol times except now there's a human inside my tummy.


Oh how i can't wait to meet my besties. I LOVE ALL OF YOU!

Broken english

Stress!

Aku doa ko sikkan rasa hidup senang di dunia tok.

Another lonely weekend

Oh NO! It's the weekend again and this is the day that i dreaded the most whenever husband is not around. I hate being alone in the weekend. The only thing that i'm glad about is i'll be working today and tomorrow i have plans with nadia :) but that still doesn't change the fact that husband will be away for another week. This whole month he's been working outstation non stop and i rarely see him. Well sometimes i like to force myself and see it as rezeki but most of the time i'll be a crybaby <- this is not a metaphor coz i am a crybaby everytime his away.

How lucky you girls out there. Always have bf/husband by your side at all times. Does it get boring as time pass by? As for me, everytime he's here i'll try to find as much time as i could to be with him. We cook together, clean the plates together, goes EVERYWHERE together. We sometimes hold hand just to go to the kitchen. Whenever i woke up from my sleep due to his snores, i will turn to him and just look at his angelic face sleeping and i thought my baby would be super adorable, having his traits.

My husband is awesome and i can't wait for him to be back. We'll start our baby shopping next month. So i'll be doing some research on baby product and post it here if i find it useful.

Okie dokie..it's time to get ready for work. Urgh

Baby post

I love love love my baby. Now i'm already 5 n a half months and now i'm enjoying every second of being pregnant. It's awesome. Now my baby kicks whenever his hungry or trying to be funny coz sometimes the kick is very ticklish and the best thing about my baby is my cupcake will try to cheer me up by giving me the mom-are-u-ok soft kick. The baby will give me that kick whenever i'm sad cozmi miss the husband so much or whenever i'm down. That is how awesome my baby is!

I cant wait to meet my cupcake. Btw my boss said that there is going to be a day care centre at my new office building. Weeee

Accident

I got into a small accident today. I was about to go out from the carpark of my office. As i was busy looking at my too-hightech-radio i din look in front and then poof! I hit the car coming from my left at the junction in the carpark. I apologized to the lady and said it was my fault. She was actually speechless but the came a guy wearing a white t-shirt that looks like apek talking like mad. He was super angry with me and scolded me like i crash his car to thrash. For the first 30 second of him crapping, i was like who is this guy and where does he come from. Then the lady tried to calm him and then it hits me that he is the husband. Then i apologize again for the 5th time i guess and he still talk shit about me saying things that were hurtful. Basically what he's trying to say is I AM SOooOOOOooo stupid. So i let him finish his talk then his wife said that it's just a small scratch n yet he still goes on n on with his madness till this old lady came out from the car and checked the car out. N she said that it's just a small scratch n we should all just leave. I apologized again and that's how it all end.

The baby is kicking as i type this and i feel like the baby is telling me that everything is ok.

I'll post about my baby in the next post..

Daaa

Random ngerepak tgh mlm tok

Jeles nangga org lain ada suami dgn cdak at all times. Knak lah life ak complicated gilak. Kenak lah ak x blh mk jd strong cam ompuan lain. Maka dh ad hp br, keta baru siap berik allowance k shopping gk p still juak ak rs laki ak best dr suma tok...erm x really lah p i mean...kebahagiaan nya lain2 bah. Ka maybe ak tok manusia nok x pandei bersyukur. Ak mala denga masalah2 couple. Cdak suka nak ngadu ngan aku even nok bok kenal jak n ak denga laki cdak tok suma cam coi. N laki ku nang the beat in the world compare ngan cdak p ya lah tek bak kata org...nobody's perfect. Laki cdak cam coi p together2 everyday. Laki ak sweet cam Omgawesomegiladapatlakitok p jumpa x sampei seminggu in a month. Sedih doe...dah ad baby dlm perut ku tok. Tedah nya mala nenga mummy nya nangis. Nang x heran ak mun anak aku jd understanding gila for his/her age when nya grow up since nya ad mak yg hormonal x menentu.

Haih..syg rumah dh best ad swimming pool n plg penting blt da aircon p laki xda. Nasib lah opis ad collegue nok best. At least lah x stress time keja.

Klah nak smyg isyak n tdo. Urgh tdo kol 1am gk mlm tok. Dh 4 mlm gtok! Ish x suka. Tedah baby..


X sabar mk bersalin..pasya instaAllah x lonely gk. yeehaaa


Bah good nite!

Sedih nya hidup aku..

I wonder if my baby is going to be healthy with this kind of environment. Life suck ar this moment and i am so tired trying to be strong. I feel like no one really understand how i feel inside. Even if they do, what can they do right?


It feels like my tears are just wasted coz i feel so unappreciated. What have i got myself into?

New look :)

Today I'm trying a new look. Since i'm wearing everything own by mila might as well try a look that i don't normally wear. Say hello to tudung syria :)

Unexpected trip to KLCC

Good morning love,

Yesterday I had an unexpected trip to klcc after work to klcc with mila n k.amy. We wanted to claim estee lauder liquid foundation free sample! So I sleptover at mila's place an boy I felt weird sleeping in rumah bujang. It was hard at first coz it was sooooo HOT last night but i think i manage to sleep around 2am. So here are the pics from last night.

Btw we managed to catch a glimpse of kl international light and music show at the fountain area in klcc! The show was absolutely stunning bust sadly my phone was low batt so I can only capture a few pics..

Step by step oh bebeh

It seems a big unfair to the husband since I made him look bad from my previous post cause I'll only blog when I'm down so let me do a little justice from now on..

I'll be changing the layout of this blog and make it look less depress and blog about the positive things happening around me. Seriously I have a lot! That's my posts are so ancient since i will only post when I go balistic.

Off to do redo my blog

Chiow~~

Hello humansss,

Let me introduce you to the awesome people I work with at the office

This three stooges are my work buddy! Mila, the teacher looking lady is my first close collegue in this office. She used to be my housemate for 2 months before I got married. The lady wearing a pink selendang is called wani. She's a newbie to our department and I'm so grateful that we got along well...hmm actually too well and we or should I say I like to make silly jokes on them. It's so hard to keep the volume of our department down. Another newbie in my department is Lay@superman. He is our superhero coz he will help us whenever we're in doubt which is like EVERYTIME. Another important person in my department is, of course my boss. He's on leave today so I don't have his pic. He is THE BEST boss you can posibbly have! Alhamdulillah, i'm so grateful to be working in this awesome team.

BERSATU KITA TEGUH, BERCERAI KITA ROBOH

Yeehaaaaaa

Testinggggg

Testing2...

I've just downloaded this apps on my phone. InsyaAllah i'll be updating this blog regularly coz loadssss of things been happening.

Let see whether this post is going to show up or not...