Unexpected trip to singapore

i am SUPER TIRED! Just got back from singapore with ze bf. It was unplanned. Ze bf called this morning and ask me to get ready coz we're going to singapore. I was still in mamai state and i straight away took my shower (it was freezing cold) and got ready. When i was in the car, i was still blur2 coz when ze bf said that he's going outstation tomorrow and his job to thai is going to be 1 day earlier then expected, all i can say is...hmm(in sleepy mode).

The trip was short coz we had to rush back but on the way back. We stumble upon a stranger and he needs a ride. I was giving that "petrified look" to the bf but knowing him, he gave in to the guy. I couldn't stop praying in the car and i wouldn't even rest my back to seat. All the scenes from the thriller movie were running through my head! Ze bf felt uneasy seeing me like that so we sent he to the next station that we can find. I FELT RELIEVED AT THAT MOMENT!

Before u start thinking, how selfish i am and so forth. Let me just tell you guys that this guy was planning to take a lift (all the way) to go to his destination. It was not because of his car broke down or what not.

Now i'm in my room and apparently his job was canceled for tomorrow so we can date again after he works =))

i'm 23 today!

i got HEAPSSSSSSS of birthday wishes on my facebook wall today. i really mean HEAPSSS.

It was such a longggggg day and now i'm worn out. It all started with my class from 9am till 1pm and then continue with my capstone design meeting that last til 3.30pm. There was a long story behind the meeting but i'm too tired to spill it out. All i can say is i exploded and it felt GOOD. As soon as i got back, i was rushing doing the presentation for tomorrow but at 4.40pm ze bf called, saying that he's on his way. I got panicked coz i thought i have til 6pm before we meet up SOOooooo he waited for 1 damn hour and i felt bad all the way. If you ask me what do i think of being 23? my answer will be.......I CAN'T WAIT TO GET MARRIED BY THE END OF THIS YEAR...hahaha

To friends: Thank you for all the wishes and i appreciate each and everyone of you, it made my day =)

To family: Not even one of them remember my birthday, but i'm pretty immune to it. (daddy called and i thought he's going to sing for me but the first thing he said was "what colour do you want for your door?")

To ze bf: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE SURPRISES YOU GAVE ME TODAY. I LOVE THE FLOWERS, CARD AND THE PRESENT! Plus thank you for being so understanding bf. I love u so much and i can't wait to be your wife!

wedding preparation- episode 1

It's not going be fine..EVERYTHING'S going to be fine. i keep on chanting those words since forever. this post is going to be rojak because that is how the state of my mind is at the moment. saya sangat pening dan risau dan nervous dan rasa ingin menghentak kepala ke dinding. omg! i knew all along that it's going to be a lot of work and things that i need to take care of but i never thought that everything needs my attention at one time. Byk benda saya perlu fikir dan bapa saya ingin jawapan secara cepat kalau dapat. (my dad wants the answer ASAP!) okay my BM SUCKS..screw you!

Here are the things that needs my attention:

1. Pintu
2. Bed+dressing table+side tables
3. Work station for my room (table+chair)
4. Reading corner (standing lamp and nice single seated sofa)
5. Mirror
7. Wedding dress
8. Invitation cards

As you can see, my top priority is ze DOOR instead of my wedding dress. I know it's weird and i can say that i haven't seen any bride to care about their door more than their wedding dress but that is what i have to do because the high minister wants to know what type of door do i want if i'm going to change it. So today, i'll be going to the hardware store to find the perfect door for my room.

Anyone wants to be my driver? just give me a call aite..

I've been in kuching for about a week already and i'm already feeling like i'm living in a bubble. There are so many things that i am not puas hati about and below are some of them.

I am SO FRUSTRATED with the shops in kuching! i have so many great ideas on what type of bed and side tables that i want but NOTHING came anywhere close. Everything is so typical and the same! It's like they came from the same factory but only have different names. I mean what's up with SWAROVSKI(i don't even care if i spell it wrongly!) people! Are you guys trying to be hugh heffner?? When i went to lorenzo, my jaw DROPPED when i look at those hidious beds. It looked cheap and FUGLY..period! please pray that i'll find a shop that won't sell those stereotypical stuff.*finger crossed*

I HATE DRIVING IN KUCHING! period!