I am over raya!

I don't feel like celebrating Hari Raya. Honestly, i don't see a point of this festival. I mean what's all the crap with the raya song! sikkan u happy when ramadhan is over?? urgh..It's just so tiring celebrating this day. Cleaning every single thing, prepare the food and clean the house again and make it presentable to everyone. serious sik suka mcm taik! maybe if i have a family and my own house i might like it but then again so much $$$$ is spend on unnecessary stuff. shit lah

Tonight, i had the dinner at Merdeka Palace with the whole big family. If u ask my HONEST opinion, i would say THERE'S NO NEED OF HAVING A FAMILY GATHERING AT SOME LUSH HOTEL ESPECIALLY DURING RAYA because you have it everyday during the open house. plus the activity is very mundane(it's similar to last yr at damai) and the food sucks! I didn't try all the food but the main course sucks ie: sotong sumbat, sweet and sour fish, etc...

the only thing that i would give my credits is the door gift. The mugs and plates were great. At least there is something to remember of the event. Nevertheless the event was quite dissapointing. The idea of having the family tree book  is brilliant but the information in there is not accurate. It stated that i am married to MOHD SEPULIWAN who was born on 20.10.86!! hello~~~ i'm still single okay....ok hypothetically i am engaged to SAIFULIWAN EZZEDIN BIN SININ and he was born on 25.10.86

before the dinner, i helped out at the bf's house because they had open house. So many people came and i feel a bit guilty for not helping out the night before and came early in the morning. I miss the bf so damn much at his house because he's the one who will always check on me and ask "syg ok x?" whenever i'm in the kitchen. Or he'll always tease me and we joke around in the kitchen but things are different today. Everyone keep on saying " o tedah nya org mudanya sik da sitok". plus when wani sent me home with isham, i miss the bf even more seeing how they talk to each other. i miss u syg!!!!

i am counting days to go back to kl and meet the bf. i think i'd better start doing the assignment coz at least la i sik mati gilak when i go back klak. i soooooo want to date with the bf!!!!