I want to be NAKED!

Good morning~~~~
It's 11 am and i'm still at home! I was dizzy this morning coz i slept at 4am last night due to the tummy issue.

I want to talk about what i did yesterday. I went to jln TAR with mila yesterday and it was awesomeeee..a quarter of my pay was swept away but it was an awesome bargain. And i am very satisfied with all my purchases. First stop was to find inner neck. It's the kind of anak tudung you can wear and it covers ur neck so if u want to wear tudung like siti or rosmah...u can wear that first and then the ridonculous expensive chiffon ala siti or rosmah on ur head.

So i bought two and guess from where i bought it! ARIANI! I'm lucking my own spit. That's what the future hubby said when i told him...hahha. For those of u who doesnt know abt that shop, it is one of the mosttttt expensive shop selling tudung. There was one that i saw yesterday that cost 1k! Gilaaaaa...but of course i opt for a cheaper one...duh~ it is expensive if u compare it to the stalls at jln tar but it is much more cheaper than maysaa. So that's why i bought two from there and another one at hajra.

Then i went out to look for hand socks and later on i caught my eyes on this beautifulllll shawl and the material was orgasmic which btw retailing at rm15 only but of course yours truly acting like x puas hati so in the end i got it at rm13!

Then we wanted to go to sogo but the bf arrived so we went to pavi instead. I look like crap i got there but i buat muka watever-i-want-to-shop and i enter shops like dkny, ck n etc. I'm like that...ppl were looking at me from head to toe but i just couldnt be bothered but it wasnt for my friend.

And then *drum roll*

I went to sephora coz my guts is telling that i should check it out and when i got there, i saw NAKED UD!!!!!!!! I straight away grab onto it and i can feel the beam of excitement shining on me. I swear i still cant believe it's in my house now..so of course the hubby bought for me! I know right...i'm so lucky to that kind of a guy who would buy me make up:))))

There's two more things in my wish list left..
TV+ASTRO!

Alhamdulillah!!!!!!Thank u Allah :)

:(

Earlier on I wanted to blog abt the awesome day I have today but i guess the ending is not the way i expected.

It's 3 am and I couldnt sleep becoz my tummy is not feeling well. It's been acting like crazy right after my shower and i have to distract myself so that i dont feel like going to the toilet. So guess what did u i do?

Cooking!

Yup i made porridge just now and it turn out pretty bad...i tried to replicate my mom's porridge but i guess i put too much of coconut milk and it killed the taste of the awesome herbs and it taste yucky. Well we learn frm mistake

murder me pls

I miss my friends. I wish all of u r here. I need u guys more than ever. You are the only circle of friends who understand me. Not even the bf can understand me the way you guys do.

When i'm sad angry lonely...i'll be searching for all of u. Pls dont treat me diff after i get married. I do not want to lose you as my circle of friends because all of you keep me sane.

I wish u guys are here so you can teach him a thing or two abt me. I feel like strangling myself right now. Feel like jumping off from this building coz i hate myself more than ever at this very moment. It's a sinful thinking but i'm just being honest.

I'm not happy and I'm so depressed.

weehooo

Aloha~

It's 11.11.11 and it's a good day for me coz today i get to go for a site visit to menara hap seng and guess where it is! It's at jalan p ramlee near klcc! This is the site that i always look from the mirror when i stayed over at k.amy's place. Homaigod!

I went back from work around 9+pm last night and we went for groceries shopping at tesco. That is my favvvvv shopping place at the moment coz i rather splurge on food than clothes..

Off to site

Bye...

working is awesome

It's only 10.25 am but so far the work is super awesome.

The PM just called the newbies to the photostate room and he explained to us thr important things that we should take note on the construction drawings. It was super awesome and i was tryong hard to be professional coz deep inside i can feel my face is glowing.

It's one of the best feeling ever for a 35 years experienced proj manager to teach us freshies on the basic things at side. Eg...what type of steel or concrete they actual use at site.

I told him i wanted to go to site soooooooo badly and he told us that he'll be bringing us this friday! Though he did comment on our clothing...fyi i'm wearing black skirts with wedge...hahaha

I lovee my job...

Ok done with my poop...hahahhahajha

Adios...

sorry seems to be the hardest word

The bf is pissed after reading the previous post.

Well i can write whatever i want here. This is where i express what i'm feeling inside.

I hate how things are at the moment. 17 more days to go. I dont want to stop being my daddy's little girl. I would still want him to protect me from any guys that has been trying to mess around with me. I'll miss having random talk with mommy. Omg i'm crying while typing this. I'll miss spending time in my parents room...chatting, gossiping. I dont ever want to change that after i got married. I will always be my daddy's little girl.

I dont expect this post to be this way. I thought that i'll be full of angst but instead i'm crying...missing my dear parents. Things have changed so much over the years. In school, i'm known for not liking my parents especially my mom but during matrix..that fact have changed. We talk about everything and i know for a fact that she misses her sister (al-fatihah to arwah aunt salmah).

Okay love...i'm sorry...
I'm just too stressed and freaked out about living with someone for real. It scares the shit out of me. And i guess you're right. I wanted everything to be perfect but i guess nobody's perfect..i love u b. The reason why i wanna marry you is because i love you so much and I want to grow old and have kids with you di dunia n akhirat. I love you b...

sakit jiwa

IScrew all the happy post before. This post is going to be full of angst.

Aku sakit jiwa dan raga nektok. I feel like why on earth would i want to change how things work.

The men keep questioning...why do we women whine a lot. Why do we become so uptight and the list goes on. The answer would be...because we have to take care of a baby in the house and that baby is YOU.

You know that we're working too and yet we still have to cook for u while u watch tv or play games. And then you dont even have the decency of thanking your wife for cooking but the worst would be you complain abt the food not being tasty..oh wait this is worst, you look at the food and then return watching tv or play games. Fuck you people!

You like to make a mess like drinking using so many mugs and u'll leave it everywhere. When u're having snacks, you dont bother on the crumbs you made on the floor.

You dont care abt the laundry!

And then you expect us to 'perform' in bed based on your fucking needs and when we asked for it but you're not into it, you just left.

What the fuck is wrong with you ppl. Doesnt mean that u put a roof above our head, you can do anything you want.

Grow up! The moment you decided to get married, you need to throw away the old habits at home. If I were to act like hiw i used to be, i wouldnt be cooking for you. I wouldnt even be sleeping with you and you'll have to buy me stuff when i asked you to. As you can see, i left my old habits at home. I guess it's time for u to do that.

Stop being selfish and self centered and start thinking like a man. And this does not only mean financially.


Saying sorry is not enough. We, women likes to see result. So prove to us that you're the kind of man that we want to marry and please stop being a baby.

fuck

Fuck. I feel used. I feel so fucking used.

random post

Assalamualaikum wbt

Cleaning has always been my passion. No matter how tired i am when coming back from work, i will still do the cleaning. It gives a sense of joy and proud when it's sparkly clean. (btw this post is random and i swear it will bore u so u can proceed to the next blog)

I love my apartment because it's easy to clean and I feel contented with everything that i have.

I'm gonna play the dance floor later on...woot2...

I don't know whether I should invite her to the wedding. She was being a bitch to me TWICE before this so isn't it a dumb thing to do if I were to invite her to my wedding. One of my friends said that I should let bygones be bygones but i know that i will never be able to forgive and forget what she has done to me. The reason why I went away is because of her. I want to meet new ppl and new surrounding so alhamdullillah that's where i am right now.


Work life has been really good. Sometimes i feel like pinching myself whether i'm dreaming or not. I love my job and the ppl i'm working with.

I love the fact that i have friends that i can rely on no matter how far we are.

I remember watching one three hill when i was in high school and the opening for the new season was FIVE years later. It shows the different life they have since high school and now that they're working. At that time, i thought where i will be 5 yrs.

Life was crap before. So many drama on love life, friendship and family. There was a point when i feel suicidal. But things change when i go to matrix. New friends came into my life and they gave me so much joy. Life were full of drama in the beginning but it ended pretty awesome.

Then university life started and so did my love life.

I have to thank all the lecturers, staffs and my friends over there because THEY have shaped me and I see life in a new perspective. I remember the promise i made and i will come back to give a talk in 20 yrs from now. InsyaAllah...

Cinta has been great and i cant wait to be his wife in 18 more days! The house is ready for him to move in :)

welcome november

This is THE month that I have been waiting for! Oh lala...