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Ya allah,
Pls give me strength. I can't go on feeling like this. My baby sik bersalah so why do i feel this way? Ya allah pls make this feeling go away. I can hate everyone except for my baby.

Ya allah,
Give me strength to go through this day. One step at a time.

Ya allah,
I beg u for a faster recovery. I hate having to rely/depend on other ppl. I hate having to boss my husband around. I hate how he needs to do every single/tiny thing for me.

Ya allah,
Pls don't make me fall into depression. I know i love my baby and i know i love my husband and i know i should be grateful with everything that i have.

Ya Allah,
Pls strengthen my iman and taqwa

Amin