Tired

Life is extremely difficult to cope with at the moment. My body is not fully recovered yet. I am still 'handicaped' thus the frustration.

I guess my body is going to shut down if i don't go easy to myself. I'm having a slight fever and coughing but i try to not give way to it coz i need to BF rania and she needs my attention and love so i cant afford to be sick.

House works seem never ending and i really need to work extra hard to get things done.

Now i understand how relationship changes in marriage. It's all because of communication but sometimes you just dont feel like talking anymore cause the issue is not smth new. And you feel like talking is just a waste of time because it wont result in anything good so what you do is just continue woth your daily life and try to put everything at the back of your head and hope that you won't explode.

Ok off to second round of pumping.y head is spinning and i still have to take a shower, change rania to bedtime clothes and hopefully do another round of pumping insyaAllah. If i still have energy, i'll fold the clothes...