InsyaAllah, i get it done

i feel like giving up. So many things are going wrong and it seems like impossible to get it done on time. I guess everyone is going through the same thing.


last night i dream that my lect was so pissed at me when i asked him all the ques about my fyp. OMG i'm so scared.

But this is my last so like it or not i have to ask my lect...we'll see how it goes. (my hands are act shaking while typing this)

TED.com is awesome and way cooler than fb and youtube

Regarding the post earlier, i would like to say that things are fine now. Couples fight all the time, so do I or else i wouldn't be in a thing call RELATIONSHIP. It's funny how resolve our fights. A few years before, we would be busy texting(fighting), screaming at each other on the phone, meet up and sulk and cry and he'll be driving like mad but as the time pass by you know what we do? We go online and watch static x on youtube and for him it's TED. After listening to 2 of their songs (I'm the one and push it), i've cooled myself and be more calm and later on send him a few msgs through skype and fb. Just like that, the fight is OVER and we discussed on the talks that we watch on TED.

I reckon anyone who needs to be inspired to watch this.

I am moved by watching these video. There is actually one more video but i could not find it on youtube. The topic was on Lose your ego, find your compassion. The great thing about this site is there is no discrimination at all towards the religion, colour, race and background. I found one that was held in KL quite some time ago and i really thing u should watch it

So i'm calling all my family and friends to go register yourself and vote in the next election. Like what Pete Teo said we need to have a sense of ownership to be a true malaysian. My first baby step for today is to put aside all the racist feeling aside and to judge the person individually and not by race.

Are you happy now?

It sucks to fight when we're far away. u can just go offline and left me like that. Do u think that's fair? when kmk marah, i just off the window kta chat. i don't go offline terus. It's so true that women are more compasionate than men because no matter how mad we are, we won't leave things just like that.

Yes, u think that i am being ridiculous for being sensitive. that is what skype use for. i can see your reaction, ur face and everything. Unlike on the phone, where u can pretend like u're interested even when you're not and i won't know about it.

I said i was sorry coz i didn't know you didn't mean it but did u have the decency to read what  i wrote? no right?

And here u are leaving me just like that. i guess i'm gonna find a new hobby to take my mind off u whenever u walk out that door whenever we fight. Thank u so much for showing me this part of u. i thought u've changed but some things can never change no matter how long we've been together and i gonna be frank here. I SO FUCKING HATE IT WHEN U LEAVE ME LIKE THIS. THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR.

I WAS FUCKING WORRIED ABOUT U AT THAT ISLAND THE WHOLE FUCKING DAY AND NOW WHEN YOU'RE FUCKING SAFE, YOU JUST FUCKING LEAVE ME WHEN YOU'RE FUCKING ANNOYED THAT I AM FUCKING SENSITIVE. FUCK YOU!

TSUNAMI IS NOT GOING TO HIT MALAYSIA!

i need to get this out of my boobs chest.

i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE when people make conclusion when they DON'T EVEN do ANY RESEARCH. It's about the earthquake in japan. I'm just gonna be blunt here because the person who does this is my OWN friend. c'mon lah! before giving those attention-seeker status, just stop for a second and think of the consequences that you might do to your society (PEOPLE WHO DON'T USE THEIR BRAIN AND LIKE ANY STATUS EVEN WHEN IT'S NOT APPROPRIATE -----> my grandma past away------>afina like this..wtf?? instead of giving condolence. bodo nak!

anyway that's not the point. The point is TSUNAMI IS NOT GOING TO HIT MALAYSIA! There is only warning given to some parts of sabah and labuan to STAY OFF the coastal area because there might be a high tide BUKANNYA TSUNAMI PALOI!

When i showed her the warning from the MALAYSIAN METEOROLOGICAL DEPARTMENT pun nya still sik cayak and what? u lebih cayak dgn FB KA??I CAN'T BELIEVE UR BRAIN CELL IS THAT LOW!

Always give and expect nothing in return

I have been following the news on the earthquake in japan from al-jazeera in youtube.

I have never seen anything like that before and suddenly i come to realise the importance of  my FYP. Not only for my grade but also the society. I am doing a flash flood modelling using remote sensing and I will come out with the risk area that is prone to flash flood and this is important in disaster events like this. My senior did on landslide and i think there was one on earthquake.

Many people might not understand why i took this project in the first place and i thought i just wanted something challenging and outside from my norm so i took it. But now i know that it is way bigger than that.

The same thing for my policy class. Most people think that it's ridiculous and it's just an easy subject to score A and i have to admit it that that was my intention. But the truth is that subject taught me more than any other subject on how to be a successful human being.

This is what i call life

-FYP-
I was supposed to do my FYP but i couldn't figure it out where to start after having a one week time out. Only when the clock hits 2am, i found something that i can work with. better late than never right?

-love life-
anyway, the bf is in thai AGAIN. but this time it's not going to be so long. Hopefully we can meet up on sunday or next weekend.another thing is i can't seem to find the right time to go back. i have heaps of work+fun time(to keep me sane) and that me not want to go home and think about the wedding stuff. moving on...


-wedding stuff-
wedding dress: i know what design i want but i'm not sure whether it exists

things that i need to settle IF i go back:
1. bedroom set
2. curtain for my room
3. invitation cards ( how many guest i'm gonna have)
4. wedding dress + photographer
5. meet up with Eka and ask her how to do BQ for my capstone design project (the only thing i'm looking forward to at the moment)

all that in 3 days. now you know why i don't want to go home


-work loads-
capstone : BQ, construction method and architectural drawing
policy: all the 9 components( group assignment, individual report, reaction paper, etc)
highway: assignment given
fyp: ammendments for chapter 1-3 and learn how to use arcGIS for analysis


-friends-
meet up with different group of friends and make sure no one gets left behind

Toast to all my friends =)

The bf has been complaining that i don't blog much now. Well i thought when you're in Malaysia, you're not gonna read my blog. But then again this blog is for the future me, 5 years from now so technically i need to put all the important events of my life but all i do in this blog is ranting on my life when no one else would listen...haih..

So what have i been doing lately??? Spending time with my friends. I've put all my work behind and i just go out for 5 days without doing or even thinking about my work. I got so scared when i went to my class on monday and I just could not concentrate. While other people are doing their work, all i wanna do was go back and sleep. I don't even care about my FYP which is not even funny. but now i do. My drive is back and it's 3.13am and i'm still up. Despite of my class tomorrow will be from 8am-10.30pm with 2 hours break only.

So this is what i have been doing lately..not in chronological order..malas mok pk

I thing this has got to be the longest post i've done so far. As you can see there are so many things happening in my life since last thursday til now (tuesday). Now i'm going back to my old life -__-


Even after all this years, i can't believe we can still hang out like how we used to be. It doesn't matter where you are, i cherish our friendship truly and deeply (tiru lagu salvage garden).

Good night everyone

i'm gonna put my work at rest this week

i got a call from macrest ( i don't think this spelling is right but wth) anywhoo...

i got an interview from i-respondent, it's something regarding consumer right and so forth NOT a job interview although it would be nice if someone can offer me a job now.

About this interview, i was asked to make a photo diary. In there, i am supposed to list down ALL the things that i do for that day. It's something like what people post in fb(status n pic) or twitter. If you guys know me well, you should know by now that i do not engaged myself in that. i think it is SILLY (bgs sik word ak pakei tok!) to tell EVERYONE that you're hungry, or where you're going or what did u buy and this list goes on and on and on. So what i do is, i'll either hide you in my friends list or just DELETE you. It's just so annoying


Now this is going to be a challenge for me to take photo of what i eat, where i go or what i'm wearing because i LIVE my life not POTRAY how my life would be to the whole world. oh god..this ranting need to stop now.


Last night, i met RUTH!!!HOMAIGODDDD lamak gila sik jumpa okay! i went back from class around 10pm and when i was just about to put my stuff in my room suddenly this perempuan call my name. But my brain was sooooo lagging due to the hecticness of life and i just said..mmm...but when i realised that was RUTH, i screammmmmmmmmm and we hug =)). sempat i did her makeup...hhaha...now she's heading to bali  and i want to hear every detail during the dinner klak k. i'm inviting myself. hahaha...


btw Pritti is on her way to KL NOW!!!! and i am super excited!!! but i am tired coz i did not get a good sleep last night. i've been waking up every hour since 4am and i finally gave up sleeping at 9am. plus things are not going the way i want it to be. i made an appointment with my lect at 10am but he rescheduled it to 3pm! so what is pritti going to do! my god! should i bring her along or should she just bore herself to death in my room for 2 hours?!! waaaa tell me what to do...

Things that i got line up for her:

Thursday

pick her up at the airport

alamanda putraya for lunch and sight seeing in putrajaya

see my lect!( i haven't figure out this part yet!)

pick up jamie and off to manicure and spa pedicure!!!

we'll end the day with lepak-king at taipan =))

Friday

KL bebeh....shopping spreee(this can last the whole day)

Ampang look out point for dinner =)))) i love this to place to the max!

Saturday

Meet everyone in sunway (lunch, window shopping, ICE SKATING!!)

Next is to The curve (which is like one of my fav place!!!!) Here we can go IKEA, the street =)) and dinner at waroeng penyet or maybe smth itallian...hmm we'll see

Watch midnight movie at the best sound system cinema in kl which is none other than cineleisure

and FINALLY sending pritti off to the airport =((

Sunday

SLEEP WHOLE DAY