You must be open minded to read this post! and try not to puke..hahaha

Alhamdulillah..the presentation went well. I woke up with a bad tummy ache and I couldn't sit or stand up straight because i feel like i'm stretching all the things inside my body. So i have to curl like a ball when i sit or sleep. Other than that, i'm alright.

Let me share you the success of my presentation. EVERYTIME I have presentation or exam, i have to poop a.k.a berak to release all the anxiety and nervous system I have in me and after that I will feel a sudden RELIEVE~~ seriously. When I told my dad, he wasn't surprise because one of my family members does the same thing too. Clue: syurga di bawah tapak kaki ___________.

So when I have this sickness, of course my biggest nightmare would be poop. But half an hour before my presentation, I couldn't keep still. I keep on nudging and moving around up to the point where I feel like vomiting. So I went to the toilet and there was no action. Relieve but it doesn't help much with the nervous system. So I try and try and try and suddenly "the action" starts. I was anticipated to see whether it's going to be in solid form since I have been peeing through the same place for the past few days. When it landed, I have never been happier. It was in a semi solid form!!!!

As soon as I stepped out of the toilet, I was literally excited to present. I keep on watching the time to see when is it going to be my turn and the best part was the presentation went well eventhough there was many technical problem during my presentation but I wasn't panic and everything was smooth sailing. The QnA session was alright.

Then I went to my department to see the date for my exam papers and I found out that I am going to finish on the 5th May meaning that I can go brunei and be there on my grandma's birthday. That mean so much to me because I haven't seen her for so long. The best thing is the bf is coming along to and I told daddy about it and he thinks that it is a good idea. =))


Another highlight of my life today is I got 52 out of 60% for my traffic safety and management class. I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw my carry mark. The last time I got 50+ is my english class so this is a plus plus.


I wish I can go out and celebrate with the bf but he is working in kerteh. I wish i can go out with my friend but my tummy is not stable so I can't be out for so long or eat anything than plain rice and vege.


Oh..one more thing..i lost 3.2kg in 4 days due to my sickness so now I am 51.6kg! That's a good news for me =))


Off to do the correction for my thesis

Adioss...

Gay Pride or Weight Loss Programme?

I am having the worst food poisoning ever in my life. It's been going on since monday morning and up until today(tuesday) i'm still having the diarhea (don't give a crap if i spell it wrongly). i vomitted like 8 times and went to the toilet maybe more than 50 times(no kidding!)

i am missing the bf so badly. i miss being able to hang out with him whenever and wherever i want to. i know i might sound ungrateful to some people because most people will say how lucky i am to have such a loyal bf who would shower me with gifts(to be exact luxurious food..hahha) but i really miss the time when things are more simple. i miss the time when we used the UPM bus just to go around the campus so that we can sneakily hold hands under the jacket.


The rain just remind me of us 3 years ago...
IMYSM <-----to my noob bf..tlg teka apa tok

MY BOYFRIEND IS A SUPERSTAR

I honestly feel like i'm dating a superstar. My boyfriend keeps travelling here and there and now that most of my works have been submitted, i am finally feeling the loneliness. Today i have been a bit low coz i miss the bf so much and i feel like buying the ticket to go home. Buttttt the good news issssssssssssss I GET TO MEET BF TOMORROW!!!! sgt suke, happy, gumbiraaaa eventhough it's just going to be for an hour or two tp still i sgt bersyukur coz nya mok juak jumpa. Thank u so much coz sanggup mok jpa mek eventhough syg bok touch down dr spore and have to go to the office and drive all the way to see me before going to kerteh. THANK YOU!!! As u can see i klaka campur2 tok coz i am very ze excited to meet ze bf@fiance@kekasih


I've submitted my draft this morning at 4am via email of course..now what's left is to do all the leceh2 stuff (numbering, TOC n blablabala)

Long overdue post

I haven't been updating the blogs for yonk. I haven't seen my bf in weeks. I haven't wore my heels til yesterday which is the presentation of capstone project. I haven't been doing anything else other than work. I can finally say that I have no entertainment life. The closest entertainment that I can get is by reading PD or kandee's blog or trying to make a french braid to mira's hair which i fail miserably no matter how much i try. It looks more like tambi braid then french braid. How sad is that?

It's funny how I always rant in my blog about work and life but the irony is I am perfectly calm now eventhough i  never face this much of work load in my WHOLE entire life. I do break down once in awhile but it's just a mere second and then i'll bounce back and put my game face on $_$. hahaahah

Alhamdulillah, two project is done and now i'm typing the last part of my thesis and hopefully i can submit it in 4 hours to my supervisor for checking before i hand it to my examiner.


Highlights of my life for the next 2 weeks:
Submit thesis draft (monday)
Presentation (Thursday)
Submit policy indvidual report (byk gilerrrr ok! on next2 monday)
Thesis ammendment after presentation

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FINAL EXAM!

To syg:

I MISS U LIKE KRAZY U KNOW! I can't wait for our next date! Sebulan dah sik dating eventhough we're both in kl. i miss miss miss miss miss u!!! oh one more thing..you were super cute when you bribe me with food in order to see me eventhough jumpa sekejap jak. I really appreciate everything that you've done!

I AM A SUPER WOMAN!

*blow dust*

That is the first thing i'll do if this blog is a book. I have been MIA for so long and it's not because my life is perfect and i have nothing to rant about. That is actually far from the truth! In fact I just encountered one during the class but i'm not going to write it here cause i've done that in my reaction paper(assignment for policy class and i have to do 14 reaction papers!)


Life has been stresshecticcrazyandfullofsubmissionDEADline(ifu'restillreadingthis,ican'tbelieveu'rethatbored!) The only thing that i look forward to everyday is singing from the youtube. Seriously u guys should try it or mmg u slalu pun tp malu mok ngakuk. Everytime i'm stress with FYP,work,people..i'll just sing! Fav song at the moment is unwritten-natasha beddingfield, according to you-orianthi and FIREWORKS!!!-kathy perry(betul ka spell tok?)


Next week is my LAST OFFICIAL week for this semester...sob..sob..NOT! I'm just praying hard that i can get all my 3 projects done on time! No kidding!


Off to kick ass in work~