ze bf is living to Qatar tonight. We were supposed to have lunch together tomorrow! Even when he told me that he's going for only 2 days, i still can't help myself from crying. It's just frustrating that everytime we plan for something, he needs to go somewhere else.
Like 2 weeks ago, we were supposed to go to the beach but in the end you went for the job in Batam. Whenever you say "B, i have a bad news" or "B, i need to tell you something", i feel like someone is kicking in the guts and i know at that point that you're going somewhere. i am still not used to being left over and over again and i don't know whether i'm going to be. That's life i guess..
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