My first house

i'm at my new hse. I am sooooo happy that all my stuff is with me! act not all since i have more stuff at store at another place but this is still a lot. i'll post the pic of my room before and after later. I want to make it as comfortable and home-ish. I just knew that my hsemate has a cat and i hate that. but it's okay..my room will be out of their boundary so i dont think there will be any problem. i can see that these ppl are not the cleanest ppl so i think we might need some ground rule...

or i can just be anti social and mind my own business. what do u think?

i'm going to ikea later and shop for room stuff!!!! boh jelessss...hahah

last day at loo nyuk shing

i'm already in the office and as usual the only one here at the moment with the big boss.

argh....nebes doeeeee

how should i start the conversation????????


i thing i need to poop for inspiration...haha

The story behind it

Yesterday was a long day for me. After a long day at work, I went back early for the first time which is 5.15pm! Usually I go home at 6pm!

Everyone is rushing to go back home that day due to the match malaysia vs singapore last night at bukit jalil. I almost got into an accident because of that! I was driving quite fast on my lane and suddenly this dude coming from no where and went to my lane. I did emergency break and I can hear the tyre screeching. I manage to stop on time but I fear that a car behind me might knock my car and hit him. Thank god there was none! Super fucking pissed lah to this people. Is the match last night worth risking ur life?

My mood change after I got a phone call from larry. He interviewed me the day before and he offered me the job! I was stunt and sooooooo happy until i can't construct a proper sentence. In the end I sound like this...

Larry: I'm here to inform u that u got the job
Me: how long does this offer open¿

Wtf right????? I act wanted to say THANK U AND I WOULD LOVE TO WORK WITH U tp instead i said that...haih..

I'm nervous to go to the office today. I don't know how to face my two face boss. Nightmareeee

Tiring day indeed

i went for the interview to be planning engineer in a construction company. I really hope I get it but i'm not so sure whether I did well or not during the interview. I did so many mistakes and I don't think I perform to my best capability but now I can only put it in HIS hand whether or not I get this job. The result will be in a week so finger cross!

I found a house already! The price is reasonable and it's just opposite of bf's house. Mom and dad was worried at first and they wanted me to rent it with my friend but after I told them that sepul stayed near by, they were okay with it. So this coming friday, I'll be moving to the new house. It's nice coz it's very clean and I have a room on my own! OMG can't wait to shop for the new room!!! I can smell ikea =)))

So tomorrow night, I must break into the pantry room and get my stuff!!

mental note: must learn how to unlocked the door...

K.N.A.C.K.E.R.E.D!

It has been the most eventful weekend in kl for me so far...well after starting my work life. After work I drove straight to hulu hulu langat to my uncle's orchard. They called for a durian feast and of course I did not let it pass by. Since the bf is not here, this is my opportunity to eat durian as much as I want and that is exactly what I did. One hour later, my tummy started to bloat and it was giving me a hard time to breathe. Then yak ani gave me some indigestian pill and a herbs drink which taste sooooooo pahit!

The orchard was very pretty and I look forward to go there again seriously!

After that,I went straight to pavillion with my aunt and cousin. They wanted to buy some stuff there. I bought a top from forever 21:)) Sadly I didn't find any bag that I like coz I don't have enough time. I will find a time where I'll go to pavi n klcc to find the perfect bag and shoe.

Today i went to jln tar with them again and I found a gorgous bj pengantin which is super murahhhhh! But i didn't buy it.

Now I feel like i'm gonna get sick real soon so tonight i'll come to bed early..ermm..hopefully..


BF IS COMING REAL SOON! CAN'T WAITTT

I AM A WORKAHOLIC

Ya Allah. I've been working like the whole day! I am so freaking tired now and I can collapse anytime. I got a call from the main contractor and she wants me to submit the tender by monday before noon that is why I have to bring my work back so that tomorrow I can hopefully start the second part of this tender. But I have no idea how to do it. Well it depends on my boss tomorrow. If tomorrow is my last day of work than I don't have to continue this job. We'll see. I've work from 9am to 12am. With one hour break for lunch and maybe 3 hours of break(drive back home, tapau mcD and watch harry potter..sempattt)

I love working but I hate the pay!

Work sucks but i'm glad that I have the support from mommy and daddy

Today was fine. Actually it's more than fine..it was really good. My boss was actually satisfied with my work. I'm almost done with the operation and maintenance manual for sime darby brunsfield, I helped my boss with smth on autocad and she was damn impress that i did it in 10 minutes coz she expects that i'm gonna take half a day. As a reward for all that, she was kind enough not to raise her voice whenever i ask a question to her. she even teach me smth on BQ which she should do on my very first day but it's better late then never right.


Mommy called after work and she was pushing me to quit my job and go home. She even give me things to say to my boss and it sounds like this. Hey u two face double standard bitch. Raise my pay oh wait make it higher coz i work more than the rest or i'll Q.U.I.T!! She keeps on repeating that I have ntg to lose and only to come back when sepul already have a stable job and a house.

Then the phone was passed to daddy and he was more reasonable. He told me the way to negotiate and not to be too hard on my boss as she might have some network and that might ruin my career in the future. He said he'll call my uncle to pull some strings here. Hmmm we'll see. He's big in the banking and insurance world but i'm not sure on the construction part so we'll see.

We'll see what happen on saturday coz i will talk to my boss on that day and give my ultimatum. A part of me want to sambung masters...hmm

DepressionDepression

I have been crying for over an hour now. I have come to a point where I just burst. There's smth bothering me at the office and I don't know how to handle it.The best way to handle this is to get a new job be it in kuching or kl. I need a boss who can respect the worker so that i can give my very best to the company.

Daddy called and I just pour everything to him. EVERYTHING including the fight I had with sepul which is really a stupid thing to do and knowing how he is. He would want to do smth about it for instance he asked for sepul's num and I got panicked so I lied saying that he's in singapore and couldn't be contacted. Men likes to fix things but not everything are meant to be fixed. Sometime we just want that person to listen and just be concern about it.


I don't know how to convey this thing to the bf and it's very frustrating. Maybe i'm too moody or maybe he's just as cold as stone. I don't know but this topic has been on the top of fight list which I had.

While I was crying talking to my dad about my depression, I can hear that mommy is eager for me to work in kuching. seriously...


we'll see where I end up. I do not want to be any longer at this company...

Nite2...it's 1.12am already...zzZzz...

the story behind harry potter

counting minutes to go inside the hall...

i have never in my life get so excited/desperate of wanting to watch a movie so badly like this! I am now in alamanda by myself cause I want to watch harry potter. I drive directly from work.

I have always wanted to go watch movie on my own and finally i'm doing it. I almost did not get the ticket because it was fully book and i wanted to buy the ticket for tomorrow but suddenly i got the idea of buying the uncollected reserve ticket. So after waiting for half an hour and while i'm doing that my eyes are stuck on the screen praying that no one will collect the ticket and it's time to buy it.

When I came up to the counter there was 3 seats left!

Alhamdulillah! This is exactly what i needed after having a bad day regarding the fucking wage that i get at the company.

i want to quit seriously...

dah2...x mk spoil mood gk...

off to watch the movieee

byEeeeeeeeeee

Working girl

I totally forgot what I wanted to talk about after reading PD's blog.

Oh now I remember!

Today was a good work day for me. I was busy as a bee and I was racing against time. It's my first time doing a tender all by myself. I'm very excited about it. I started in a very slow pace but after a while I get the hang of it. I'm in the middle of preparing the BQ at the moment. I feel like a super woman today because I handle two things right now. First is the operation and maintenance manual for brunsfield project and the other one is preparing a tender for masjid in seksyen 13 shah alam.

At first I was very worried that I might count it wrongly and but after thinking that I'm doing it for masjid, it gives me a sense of calmness. I hope that we can get this project because I would love to be a part of it. This tender was supposed to be submitted by noon tomorrow so i panicked cause i just started doing it today. It was left laying on my table the whole day yesterday cause I was busy doing smth else. But in the end, i was told by my boss that the client postpone the submission. I think she can sense I was at ease by the news. So I terus blt after that tp that was already like 6pm!

Whoa...so much blabbing on my working life. I actually miss the bf so much and I cant wait for him to be back next week but I dont want to put my hopes high cause I'm scared that he'll be leaving to somewhere else the next day like last time. I honestly don't mind being a workaholic cause I have nothing better to do here anyway...


Sorry if I bore u with my story....

what i did today

Today i've watched 3 harry potter movie because.....
i'm always blur when i tgk wyg because x igt wat happen before so since this new movie will be the last harry potter movie, i do not want to be blur. I'm gonna watch the movie on one of the weekdays at sunway ALONE. Coz bf is still not here and so mls want to go back, shower, pick up my frens n tgk wyg. so better i go alone nakkkk..at least i wont be stuck in the jam after work.

Today I did some shopping haul at jusco balakong. For your info, my life so far is like living in a trailer. I only have a very small bag that can be a hand luggage for my clothes and one carry bag for my shawl and make up. The rest of my stuff is locked in the pantry room. I've begged the ppl in charge but they still refuse to open the door. So reluctantly I have to go and buy the clothes and shoes for work AGAIN.

Then came a miracle, while i was walking along the aisle I saw rows and rows of bj kurung. I'm like "great! now I have to buy my own bj kurung for this raya" so i was bummed by that thought. Then i pick some working tops and the cheapest i can find is rm29.90 and i'm like 'ok i can buy two of these eventhough it's fugly'. Suddenly I saw the 70% off sign so i drop the things in my hand and walk towards it. There it was....a row full of baju kebaya top and it's only rm39 BEFORE discount! I'm like hell yeah now i can buy 4 tops but in the end i bought only 2 coz i was being frugal and I bought one slack that was less than rm20 because it was also 70% off as well and a wedge from vincci that was only rm44(20% less).
The best thing is i can wear the tops for raya! 2 ekor burung mati skali...weeee...

As you can see, i am now being very calculative because every cent counts. I am learning to live on my own so i need to be smart and buy what i need and not what i want. mun sik dh lamak i go klcc and buy the primer potiom from urban decay. i felt like crying when i saw it is available now through fb.

Good night people. Tomorrow is my second day of work. Hope it's going to be a better day for meee...


Roger out

$$$$$$$$

wish list:

tilam frm ikea
my stuff in the pantry room
my own room which i will decorate it!
buy a wedding ring for syg
go to the site waaa

5 years ago

i used to be skinny
i used to have descent looking thigh
i used to have so many bj kurung/ kebaya/dresses for parties
i used to drive toyota
i used to be single
i used to be heart broken
i used to be in the spot light for drama

5 years later....

i gain weight
my thigh is caressing with each other every time I walk
i have lots of tees and shawl
i'm driving atos
i'm engaged and going to get married with my high school sweet heart in 4 months!
my life revolves on my family, bf and very close friends

In 5 years from now....

I only have one wish and that would be a good wife, daughter, mother, worker and a friend for dunia and akhirat. Amin...

first day at work

I am so damn tired and i feel super lonely here. Thank god that I wouldn't be working tomorrow.

What I have to say about my first job is...I hate the scope of work. My bosses are fine and my collegue are great coz they're all chinese so less drama but I hate doing office work. I was asked to prepare a document for submission to the client so it involves a lot of photostate, excel and words. I HATE IT.

There was one time when i sneakily look at the site pic and I was going awww...eventhough yhe pic is only showing a hole at the bare soil that shows pipe underneath it. see how pathetic i am and how much I want to work on site.

I am so fucking fed up whenever ppl give me stupid look of shock or remarks that I want to work on site. Bodo na juak dah nama CIVIL ENGINEERING. IF AKU TAKUT DGN PANAS BGS AKU AMBIK COMPUTER SCIENCE JAK...ok that's random but watever.

i'm actually blogging from padang. although my food dah siap but i am so desperate to let this out. On my way home, i keep on thinking about home and bf. omigod i miss them!


ok org seblah merokok! super sik cool.

bye2...

Back to reality

It's 12.23am and i finally rest my head on this bed. I miss the luxury bed with plush pilice lawn and pool. When I got here, all I see is the guard with gardens full of cars. well apparently jabatan kementerian is organizing an event at my uni..pfft..

I've always read vivy and kandee's blog amd they always complain how tired they are with their busy life and now i can say that I KNOW HOW THAT FEELS.

I woke up at 3.45 this morning and snoozed it til 4. When I woke up, the day is bright and when I look at the clock it was 6.12 am and i felt the most horrible thing ever because my flight was supposed to be at 6.15am! Ran to the bf's room and woke him up with that ugly news. I felt bad for waking him like that coz he's been tired with work.

So the bf suggested to buy a ticket bus and lucky for me I bought the ticker for 2.30 pm. We bid fair well before he leaves to work and suddenly I feel so alone at the house. So as usual I do a little cleaning around the house and washing as well as folding the clothes one last time before I leave.

When I got to harbour front, all I can say is IT WAS AMAZING. I wish I have more money to spend!

I'm gonna post the pics tomorrow. Too tired to on my laptop. right now i'm blogging through my phone.

Arrived at sunway at 8.30pm. Jamie and dave picked me up and we went to asia cafe for dinner and straight to alamanda to take my car. I need it for tomorrow. Btw tomorrow is first day at work so i'm gonna buy red bull so that i would look lively.

now i'm tired and my body is aching. i miss the bf so much and i don't know when we're gonna meet again. I hope he'll be back by the end of the month for kursus kahwin.


I miss u b...

nite2 world

Day 2 and 3

I spent my afternoons by the beach and I feel so serene. The weather is lovely and it's very windy, the only down side is the beach view is full of ships. It takes about 20 to 25 minutes of walking from the place I'm staying and I feel so fit when I do this power walk. It does hurt my thigh and hips but I know it's good for burning the fats. 

After going to the beach, I like to go to the pool of my apartment and see byk org putih (sadly it's kids most of the time) playing by the pool. They have this huge chess set and nice lawn so they always play around here. 

One thing that I love about singapore is they walk their dogs everywhere. You can see them at the park, mall. They have very pretty dogs and the one that I love most is in this pic below. It's one of the reasons why I like going to the pool so that I get to see the dog =)

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This veranda caught my eye!

I came across this funny looking bus when I was walking back to the apartment after going to the mall. There is a crab on the top of the bus!

Oh..btw I bought my wedding ring already. I'll talk more about it in my other blog =)

Day 1: Esplanade

Today is the second day i'm here and all I have to say is I LOVE TRAVELLING! I'm staying at *drum roll* please

Yesterday, I slept most of the day and did a little cleaning on this house. While I was browsing through the newspaper, I found this! Amazing how they even advertised this on the newspaper..

Around 4pm, I'm geared up to go to east coast park which is only 20 minutes away from this apartment and suddenly the bf called and said that he's going to be back soon and he's planning to go to esplanade. So I walked back to the apartment and waited for him. So these are some of the pics that I took yesterday.

The durian looking building

I was amazed by this mega structure

The famous tourist hotspot

Of course the mascot

Him

yours truly =)

Us =)

A performance that we didn't get to see =(

Stay tune for more adventure =)

BERSIH made me elope to singapore!

I'll be out of town for a while to meet the bf :) KL is super scary now and it makes me feel like living in the movies like 2012 or the day after tomorrow. The traffic was so bad due to the road block and many road closure. It feels suffocating when listening to the road updates on the radio.

So I decided to elope for 5 days to Singapore and be a tourist and explore singapore with very limited cash. The bf is going to work the whole day and I might see him in an hour or two each day but for me that is good enough.

We'll see on how I'm doing tomorrow. I'll be doing a little research on what to do there tonight. I am so tired now coz i only have a few hours of sleep last night.

off to an adventure :)))

Boring life part 2

I feel like going home but the cheapest ticket i can find is rm272. It's cheap though considering that it's a return ticket but i don't want to spend more of my parents cash. see how thoughtful i am!

What if I go to singapore? that's a good idea! i'll check the ticket later...

I'm so bored. I didn't sleep well last night coz i still dont feel like this is my room. since my stuff is still in pantry, i have a very limited clothes to wear. Honestly I only have 2 descent pants and 1 shirt to wear. I'm so broke now, i don't have money to buy clothes. urgh...

mommy called just now so i guess i'll just give her a call

toodles..

ps: i'm gonna start reading books now coz movies dh abis nangga dlm laptop..huhu

DON'T EVEN THINK OF COMPARING ME WITH OTHERS DON'T EVEN THINK OF COMPARING ME WITH OTHERS

I'll be so fucking pissed whenever people question about my career and my paycheck. Why do I want to be QS and not civil engineer and why is my pay so low compare to others.

I am so fucking tired of explaining. Haven't u heard that rezeki org lain2? So what if I can't be an engineer now? and who the hell do u think u are to compare my pay with others? well at least i have a job now, u on the other hand don't even have one and if u do, u'll be asking help from ur parents and the sad part is u are still staying with ur parents so fuck u!

At least I have the drive to be better and well I get to learn other stuff than civil and what makes u think that qs is not part of civil engineering? If not then why in the world did we take that subject before.

So to all of u out there, don't even think of comparing me with others because mulut aku nang akan laser gila babi mun ko ngegeh depan aku.

ps: Ur mom bought u coach handbag and ur dad paid ur trip to...........for ur graduation present, ada ku kisah? Pls lah...mun mok compare my present and urs, that's nothing coz my parents is giving me a WEDDING and yet I did not say anything about it. So how much would u think that is? My pelamin cost more than ur coach HAHA

I hate hate hate when ppl brag to my face and think that I will respect and even more wants to be friend with them. Puhleez~

The result for the interview

I GOT THE JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish the bf is here so that we can celebrate it together. I am so grateful and happy because this job is based on my own effort. No cable, no nothing plus i'm working for a chinese company =)) On top of that, the office is soOOoooo near to the bf's office! His in sunway and I'm gonna be in USJ! Definitely a bonus for us to find a house =))

So next friday i'll be working as a QS instead of a civil engineer and i'll be working with pipes. Daddy said it's funny how the bf and I both are gonna deal with pipes.

I can officially say that this is going to be the last week for me to be a couch potato a.k.a PENGANGGURAN..HIHI..

my bf loves me :p

The bf just called and he sound so pissed with work with some asshole at work.

So he called meeeeee to make him feel better. I am superduper happy that the person he wants to talk to about his day is me and i have successfully be a good listener coz usually i'm not. well neither of us are..

i haven't got the result yet. this is annoying

I'm happy to hear my mom's voice

Mommy called and made my day =) She updated me on what she have been up too and I was sooOOOooo happy listening to her voice. She's planning to make the bunga telur at the moment and she sound excited. How I wish I'm there with her so that we can do it together and talk non stop about life and gossip. Oh how I miss doing the mother-daughter bonding session. She was being silly just now about the shop called "bunga katai". We had this stupid joke not long time ago about the shop and we always made fun of the advertisement on the radio. She paid a visit to the shop a few days ago with my dad and how surprised she was when she got into the shop. She said that the shop was fugly from the outside but magical on the inside. It was wonderful and she felt like a kid in a candy store. I just smile throughout the conversation because I can just imagine how my mom would speak in front of me. I'm forever grateful to my mom for helping me prepare for the wedding. If I can pick my bridesmaid, it would definitely be my mom.


So here's the update of my boring life...
I haven't been out the whole day and I feel like my butt is stuck on this floor. Whatever business I wanted to do, I'll get it done either by my phone or laptop and if I'm too lazy then I'll just forget about it. See how irresponsible I am..hahah NOT!

- I have called the company that interviewed me last monday and they say that they will give me a call at 4.30pm for the result. The funny thing is they remember me as SOFIA! Well that's quite a typical name for chinese and I love it..hahah
- I have book a place for our kursus kahwin through sms (so easy kan sekarang!) but i'm gonna need to call them tomorrow to confirm it cause their line has been busy the whole day!
- I have called FICON SDN BHD to arrange the date for my interview =) I will call them again in 3 days if they don't call me back in anytime soon.

The only thing that I didn't do is to hand in my resume to HSSI HQ because I feel like I should just email it to them. I've applied through jobstreet but I feel like I should attach my certs to it too so i guess emailing it to them is as good as sending the resume by hand. What do you think?

Oh and one more thing is I haven't had a proper meal since last night so I guess I should go out later to buy nasi ayam padang...yummyyy =)


That's all from me folks...
wish me luck at 4.30pm...

Boring life

I wish I have interesting stories to tell but I don't so i'll just continue watching movies in my laptop..

the only way now is going UP

When i first came here..it was downhill for me. I feel so depress, scared and alone all at the same time. I feel like a beggar who are seeking for attention from the bf and friends but things change on the next day. I felt a lot better after showering and watching a movie.

I went for the interview yesterday and it went well. I will only know the result tomorrow. I don't want to put my hopes high since I know there is thousands of competitor that I need to beat.

Anyway..
Today, i'm going to apply as many position that i can have and look for a place to do my kursus kahwin by the end of the month and also look for a house to rent next month...

toodles~~~~

first day in kl

I'm about to go to sleep but before i do let me post a blog for my biggest stalker, none other than the fiance.

I left kch around 2pm and safely arrived in kl around 4. Then I took a taxi to shah alam to take my car from the bf's house. When I was driving to upm, I did a lot of thinking about my life and i try to instill positive words in my mind.

When I got to upm, i was soooOoo happy to see a familiar face and that would be none other than miss jamie. We went to mines for dinner and afterwards to mamak stall next to south city.

tomorrow i'll be going to look for the place to interview on monday.

stay tune for tomorrow.

nite2 folks....

bye bye kuching

prepare to be homesick